algazrda kacs, romelsac carielurikaSi bavSvi ejda, eqvsiode wlis bi-Wuna. isic `meoradSi~ nayidi gacre-cili qurTukiT da cxvirebgada-qletili `adidas~-ebiT. Taroebisrigebs Soris siarulisas kidev ram-denjerme gadavawydi maT da yuradRe-ba mivaqcie imas, rom urika ar ivsebo-da, carieli rCeboda. aman mafiqrebi-na, rom kaci da bavSvi, albaT mama daSvili, sulac ar iyvnen Semosulebi say-idlebze. isini Tan Tbebodnen, Tanseirnobdnen da Tan sursaT-sanovagisumravalferovnes gamofenas aTva-lierebdnen.
rkinigzis gadaRma. biWuna maSin mohyve-ba xolme mamas, roca deda sadReRami-so morigeobazea. is sanitrad muSaobsda sam dReSi erTxel mZime avadmyofebsuvlis reanimaciul klinikaSi.
sursaTze ra unda iTqvas _ purs,makarons, Saqars, zeTs da xandaxansaReW rezina `orbits~ ubnis maRazia-Si yiduloben, sadac nisiebis davTar-Si maTi gvaris gaswvriv arc ise didiTanxa weria.
* * *2009 wlis miwuruls TbilisSi stum-
rad myof laif hamsuns, gamoCenilinorvegieli mwerlis SviliSvils vu-maspinZle. Sexvedra Tavisuflebismoedanze, qalaqis ratuSaSi Sedga.saubris ZiriTadi Tema knut hamsunissaukunis winandeli mogzaurobasaqarTveloSi da misi wigni _ `zRa-prul qveyanaSi~ _ gaxldaT.amasTanave, stumars isic movaxsene,rogori interesiT kiTxuloben misipapis wignebs CvenSi aTeulobiT wlebismanZilze. vuTxari, rom romani _ `Sim-Sili~ _ dResac iseve maRelvebs damiTrevs, rogorc odesRac, studento-bis dros. meti damajereblobisTvispirveli abzacic ki warmovTqvi: `es imdros iyo, roca qristianiaSi mSieridavexetebodi, ucnaur qalaqSi, said-anac...~ da ase Semdeg.
umcrosma hamsunma mismina, gamiRi-ma da miTxra _ CvenTan, norvegiaSicdidad afaseben mis mier Seqmnil lit-eraturas, magram arc imas iviwyeben,kolaboracionisti rom iyoo...
mama marTla maZlevda fuls, sammaneTze gacilebiT mets, oRond de-dasTvis gadasacemad. es xdeboda Tve-Si orjer, im dReebSi, roca xelfassada avanss iRebda. skolasTan damibareb-da xolme, `voroncovze~, kinoTeatr`kolxidasTan~. fizikuri aRzrdis mas-wavleblad muSaobda im dros. pijakisan paltos qveS yovelTvis sportuliforma ecva _ bambis qsovilis lurji,koWebTan rezinebSemoyolebuli Sarva-li da imave feris elvaSesakraviani,grZelsaxeloebiani maisuri.
momwonda, zogierTi Cemi klaselismamas rom ar hgavda CacmulobiT _yelze halstuxi rom ar hqonda waWer-ili da Slapa rom ar `umSvenebda~ Tavs.
* * *VANDA ART-Si didi xnis unaxav nac-
nobs, germaniaSi gadasaxlebul mxat-var gia eZgveraZes vxvdebi. es kacididad popularulia Tbilisel in-teleqtualTa Soris. man ramdenimeleqcia waikiTxa aq da misi statiebi arcTu ise didi intervalebiT ibeWdebaJurnal ̀ liberalSi~. movikiTxeT erT-maneTi, aRmoCnda, rom dedis avadmyo-fobis gamo aris Camosuli da momvlel-eqTans eZebs. mekiTxeba, erTi periodi,xatvas ar mohkide xelio? pasuxs romvugvianeb, ase maxsovs da xom ar meSle-bao, meubneba.
Cven asakSi rTulad veguebiT TeTrilaqebis arsebobas mexsierebaSi da veub-nebi, ki, daviwye, magram ver vivarge,araferi gamomivida-meTqi. roca gav-icani, ukve magrad xatavda, Tumca mas-Tan urTierToba imiTac iyo sain-tereso, rom CemTvis sruliad ucnobfilosofosebs citirebda da`biTlzis~ epoqaSi upiratesobas ani-Webda ̀ CREAM~-s. cxovrobda mTawmind-aze, orsarTulian, brtyeli aguriTnaSen saxlSi. erTi-orjer quCis biWe-bic myavs ayvanili masTan. msurda, enax-aT, rom `qurdebis~, `momavlebisa~ da`ZaRlebis~ garda, sxva tipebic cx-ovrobdnen am qalaqSi da maTTan urT-ierToba gacilebiT saintereso iyo,vidre romelime `SavTan~...
va xom ar gavande, metic, Cemi nacod-vilari xom ar vaCvene? misi ki ara, CemimogonebaTa skivri xom ar aris da-laqavebuli TeTrad?..
* * *bavSvi, xuTiode wlis gogona,
metros sadgurSi kedelTan zis, Tavimuxlebze udevs gverdulad, CamoS-lili Tma saxes ufaravs. Zneli dasad-genia, CasZinebia, Tu RviZavs. albaTTvlems. loyasa da muxls Soris moq-ceuli xeli gawvdili aqvs, rom CaeZi-nos kidec, ar Camouvardeba da mowy-alebis gaRebis mosurne moaxerxebs peS-vSi fulis Cayras... rogor unda moiqce,am suraTs rom waawydebi? unda daixa-ro, gverdiT unda miucucqde bavSvs dahkiTxo, dRis bolos ra Tanxa unda miu-tanos mas, vinc samaTxovrod gamogza-vna. SeSinebuli TvalebiT rom Semogxe-davs da Seyoymandeba, unda daamSvidoda SekiTxva gaumeoro. roca gipasux-ebs, jibidan fuli unda amoiRo, didi-didi aTi lari, muWSi daaWerino dapiroba CamoarTva, rom axlave adgebada wava, rom misi `samuSao dRe~damTavrebulia. fexebze unda daikido`yovlismcodneTagan~ araerTgzis gag-onili teqsti, rom ase moqceviT vercsayovelTao problemas aRmofxvri daverc am bavSvisas, rom mas xval dilaskvlav gamouSveben samaTxovrod...
vici, magram gvian saRamomde qvisiatakze jdomas xom gadavarCen, ram-denime saaTiT mainc xom gamovglijavsatanjvels. egec saqmea!
magrad maRizianeben tipebi, rom-lebic yvela nabijs zomaven da wonian,uklebliv yvela nabijs. saqme Zalianmartivad rom aris da swrafad undaimoqmedo, Teoriebis Txzvas, an ukveSeTxzulebis moyolas rom iwyeben. ad-gilidan rom ar iZvrian TviTon da SenigaSeSebac rom undaT!
* * *bolo oTxi Tvea, sulmokleTa aR-
lums Sevcqeri. cal-calke rom ganvix-ilav TiToeuli maTganis saqciels,mizezad, ra Tqma unda, simxdales vasax-eleb. ar mgonia, rom vcdebode, Tumca,arsebobs kidev erTi, da aranaklebmniSvnelovani, mizezi _ umecreba.swored umecrebis brali gaxlavT is,rom maT, vinc Ralatze xels aweren, arician, ras unda ufrTxodnen. maT eSin-iaT imis, risic ar unda eSinodeT dapiriqiT, ar ufrTxian imas, rac marT-la saSiSia. saSiSi mosalodneli an-gariSsworeba ki ara, mosalodneli an-gariSsworebis Tavidan acilebisTvisyvelaferze wasvlaa. yvelaferze was-vla _ megobrebisa da axloblebis das-mena da gawirva _ sawyisi wertilia imavadmyofobis istoriisa, romelicukurnebeli seniviT xravs da anad-gurebs pirovnebas. zogierT damsmenSies procesi swrafad warimarTeba, zo-gierTSi _ nela, magram vercerTi maT-gani ver gadaurCeba mtanjveli kiTx-vebis gamacamtverebel Semotevas. sak-uTari Tavis garda, sxvebic dausvamenkiTxvebs. magaliTad, SviliSvilebi,romlebsac mudam ainteresebT, rogorcxovrobdnen da iqceodnen maTiwinamorbedebi Znelbedobis Jams. ufrogasagebad rom vTqvaT, gansacdelis kiar unda geSinodeT, unda ufrTxodeTgansacdelis aridebisTvis uRirsisaqcielis Cadenas. fiqri gansacdelisSesaxeb win unda uswrebdes Tavad gan-sacdels.
maT Suqs, areklils sarkesaviT gakri-alebul parketze, Savad, an wiTladmolaplape roialebs da TavianT ux-erxulobas, gamowveuls winaswar da-zuTxuli leqsebis borZikiT war-moTqmiT da gaxamebuli tansacmliT.
bavSvobaSi Tu yovelmxriv daculadvgrZnobdi Tavs, mozardobisas sulpiriqiT, martoobisa da miusafrobisgancda dameufla. didi dro damWir-da imis misaxvedrad, rom Cem irgvlivmyof adamianebs Soris _ ufrosebSicda TanatolebSic _ Semwis da qomagisZiebas azri ar hqonda. mravali marcx-isa da tkivilis Semdeg martoobas, gan-sacdelis pirispir sakuTari Tavisimedad darCenas miveCvie da var asedRemde.
* * *`adamianisTvis samSoblo upirve-
lesi salocavia, jer irlandia, stivi,mere SegiZlia iyo, rac gnebavs, gindpoeti da gind mistikosi~ _ eubnebianstiven dedaluss da miuxedvad imisa,rom misi pasuxi am mowodebis sawinaaRm-degod gamoiyureba, umkacresia da re-alobasTan miaxloebuli, am saxelisada gvaris mqone personaJis Semqmnelijeimz joisi, romelmac sruliad axal-gazrdam datova irlandia, kiTxvas,dabrundeboda Tu ara samSobloSi, pa-suxobda _ `odesme ki damitovebiaigi?~
* * *gvaswavlidnen aTeizms, dialeq-
tikur da istoriul materializms,
politekonomias da sabWoTa kavSiriskomunisturi partiis istorias.
zafxulobiT davyavdiT samuSaod_ asfaltis dasagebad, cementiT savsevagonebis gadmosatvirTad, betonissazelad. Sesamowmeblad Camodiodnenbobola komkavSirlebi da Tu rame armoewonebodaT, bRaodnen xafi xmiT.
da _ sul maiorebi da podpolkovni-kebi. qarTvelebic erivnen kanti-kun-tad, Tumca, isinic rusulad gvelapar-akebodnen. rusi oficrebis umravle-soba aryis gadakvrasTan mwyralad ariyo da is studentebi, visac ar eZnele-bodaT da arc ezarebodaT maTi `dak-erva~ CaTvlis, an niSnis miRebis mizniT,xSirad umaspinZldebodnen wyalwyalaludiTa da cecxlovani `WaWiT~.esenic didi siamovnebiT ylurwavdnensasmels, magram isic unda iTqvas, romufrTxildebodnen ra oficris Rirse-bas, dampatiJeblebs ar uSinaurdebod-nen da saxinklidan gamosvlisTanaveiwyebdnen distanciis aRdgenas, Tuki,ra Tqma unda, Tavgza ar hqondaTdakarguli simTvralisgan.
samxedroebze gamaRizianebeli mec-nieruli komunizmis leqtori gaxl-daT, romelic gaugonar siyalbes gvas-wavlida da Tavi ise eWira, TiTqos na-Tan SCeranski, an varlam Salamovi iyo.
am ambebis mexsierebidan gamoxmobamtkivneulia, Tumca tkivils mTlianadaqarwyleben, xolo mogonebebs ukanmierekebian:
carcmomarjvebuli, dafisken mi-trialebuli, TiTqos sakuTar TavTanmosaubre ilia vekua.
nil leqsSi ar aris _ guldagul Se-vamowme. avtors rom striqonTa mim-devrobis nakleb TvalsaCino xerxiSeerCia, cdomilebebi SeiZlebodameti daeSva da maT ase advilad vercaRmovaCendiT.
batoni rostomi varaudobda, romigi erTaderTi iyo, vinc gansaxilve-li leqsis yvela striqoni waikiTxa.rogorc xedavT, es ase ar yofila. me,Cemi mxriv, vvaraudob, rom erTader-Ti mkiTxveli var, vinc bolomdeSeamowma striqonTa urTierTgansx-vavebuloba. SeiZleba, arc es varaudiaswori.
axla warmoidgineT, ra Tavsatexiiqneba Svid da metsityvian winadade-baTa yvela SesaZlo formebis simrav-lis zusti Sedgena da, aseve, wakiTx-vac.
ratom daiwera amgvari leqsi? raTqma unda, SemoqmedebiTi procesiswinmswrebi Tu Tanmxlebi yvelawvrilmani SeuZlebelia axsovdes anTundac ubralod gacnobierebulihqondes avtors, magram mTavari mo-tivebi CemTvis naTelia. saxeldobr,rogorc Cans, raRacam imdenad dam-asevdiana, rom am faqtis erTjeradmaaRniSvnam ar damakmayofila da movin-dome misi ramdenjerme ganmeoreba.SesaZloa, nawilobriv TviT striqonis(`Camoirxa mTebidan sevdiani musika~)silamazem damatyveva da aRar mindo-da mas male ganvSorebodi. stilurisiaxlis Ziebac Tavis rols Seas-rulebda. amasTan, yoveli variaciasityvebisa azris Tu emociis axalniuanss badebs. Tu pirveli strofis
Ta Tu ganwyobilebaTa dasanaxad gamo-tanas emsaxureba. amaze leqsis dedan-ic metyvelebs: roca 4-sityviani sawy-isi striqonis TiToeuli sityva moeq-ca striqonis boloSi, anu garegnuladamoiwura TvalTaxedvaTa simravle,leqsic TiTqosda unda damTavrebu-liyo, magram ase ar moxda: daiweramexuTe strofic, romelmac gaimeoraleqsis dasawyisi (es gavrcelebulixerxia, romelic saSualebas iZlevakidev erTxel gamoikveTos leqsis mTa-vari Tema), anu kidev erTxel iqna nax-senebi avtoris dasevdianeba, oRondori cvlilebiT: pirveli (ara`mogdgomia~, aramed `rad mogadga~)movlenis mizezis gaazrebis mcdelo-bas mianiSnebs, meore ki imiT gamoix-ateba, rom meore striqoni jer ucv-lelad gadmomitania pirveli stro-fidan (`Camoirxa mTebidan sevdianimusika~), mere ki sityva `Camoirxa~pirveli adgilidan winadadebis mesa-me da meoTxe sityvebs Soris gadami-tania (`mTebidan sevdiani Camoirxamusika~). amiT ki leqsSi damatebiTi,mexuTe gadanacvleba gamoCnda! anuvariaciis procesi gaRrmavda daniuansTa simravlec gafarTovda. amiT
Semoqmedebis saidumloebani maszeukeTesad?
ra mindoda yovelive amiT meTqva?araferi, garda imisa, rom is, ramacpaata nacvliSvilis yuradReba miipy-ro, mec momxvda TvalSi am ocdaa-Tiode wlis win, da rom `SesakrebTagadanacvlebis~ efeqti mniSvnelova-nia poetikisaTvis.
kidev erTic. im publikaciaSiratomRac me-4 strofi ver moxvda.etyoba redaqtors moeCvena, rom vari-aciebi metismetad bevri iyo (Tumcasul 5 gamoviyene 24-dan), anu Sefiqri-anda, xom ar mobezrdeboda isinimkiTxvels. an iqneb aqsiomad miiCnia,rom, raxan winadadeba oTxsityvianiiyo, variaciaTa ricxvic oTxi undayofiliyo. amas veRaravin daadgens,magram TviT amgvari Carevis faqtiraRacas mainc mianiSnebs zemoxseneb-uli polemikis gaazrebisTvis.
bolo msjelobani mcire nimuSiapoetis mier sakuTari SemoqmedebiTiprocesis analizisa, rac msoflioliteraturaSi gavrcelebulia,saqarTveloSi ki TiTqmis ugulebely-ofili. arada, vis moexseneba poetis
viaTesi ambavia. mxatvruli proza wig-nad miyvars da ara presis furclebze.ukanasknelad vaJa gigaSvilis samimoTxroba momewona, JurnalSi wakiTx-uli. mas Semdeg kai didi droa gasuli,aTwleuli mainc.
am axalwakiTxulebs, Cemi gansjiT,arc kargi eTqmiT da arc cudi.
`kaifebi~, `lomkebi~, `barigebi~,Tbilisis erTi da igive quCa, sul erTida igive quCa, yovlad erTi da igivequCa vera-vakisa Tu mTawmindis ubanSi.
avtori qalia Tu vaJi, ZneladganirCeva _ yovlad aucilebeli`mkidia~, anda ̀ meTqi es vin siria, to~...
iqneb mainca da mainc me Semxvda amyalibis moTxrobebi?
xolo Tu mTeli saqarTvelo egreT-wodebuli `morfinistebis JargoniT~alaparakda da sxva xalxi dailia, Cven-iT xom ar gamogvegonebina?
* * *es sityvebi da gamoTqmebi, beWdura-
dac da scenidanac ase rom mogvixSir-da, Tu marTla saWiro gaxda, ki batono,ratomac ara... xan risxviania, xanac ga-macinari. magram yovel meore fraza-Si risTvis unda gWirdebodes?
isini imiT arian gamorCeuli, romtabuirebis gamo uzarmazari energiaaxlavT.
sruli nebadarTulobis Sedegad,ra didi mixvedra unda, energia ec-lebaT, rac enis winaSe Cadenili dana-Saulia, mas ara mxolod stilisti-kurad, struqturuladac vaRaribebT.
iciso? _ kopebs mikravs, sul adviladsCvevia gaalmaseba, _ ecodineba,ratomac ar ecodineba! mere ra, Tucota xans moskovSi micxovria! rusu-lenovani deda hyavda, ojaxSi mxolodrusulad laparakobdnen. aSkarad ety-oba, pirvel sabavSvo wignebs rusuladrom ukiTxavdnen. mwiri leqsika! pirw-mindad rusuli sintaqsi! cota albaTenobrivi gaorebis bralic aris, gul-wrfelobis nasaxi rom ara aqvs!
am sityvebma gamaxsena: Cemi Tanakla-selebidan da Tanakurselebidan oTx-ma Tu xuTma icoda sruliad gamarTu-li, bunebrivi rusuli. araqarTulen-ovani dedebi... nomenklaturuli ojax-ebi, rusulad molaparake...
CvenTan maTi urTierToba cotaTimimikrias hgavda. marTlac SeimCneodagulwrfelobis deficiti.
* * *kafkaseuli iozef k.-s mibaZviT, Cemi
dauwereli moTxrobis gmirs, rogorcam winaze ukve viuwyebodi, iozef W. da-
varqvi. igi dRidan dRemde nel-nelapataravdeba.
vinme uCinarma Tanamokalmem es `W~gvarad rom ar miiCnios da gulSi wyenaar Caidos, rogorc erTxel, Cemda sam-wuxarod, ukve moxda, wamiT vxsni abre-viaturas da aqve vxurav:
WiWe.iozef WiWe.kaci, romelic dRiTidRe pat-
aravdeba.
* * *vicodi, gana ar vicodi, an, ufro
sworad, mecodineboda, gana ar mecod-ineboda, rom am tanjvis gzaze mas,xsenebul iozef W.-s, TviTon patronida misi keTili mouravi Seayenebdnen,isini gadauwyvetdnen, Cems dauwerelmoTxrobaSi SemoSuSprebuliyo.
gmadlobT, megobrebo, ZvirfasisaCuqrisaTvis!
hoda, mas Semdeg, rac es xsenebuliiozef W. Cemi Semoqmedebisa da fan-taziis nayofad iqca, Tavs, saiTac min-da, iqiT vuzam, qveynebsa da epoqebs iseSemovatareb, gamkiTxavi aravin mey-oleba.
amaswinaT aseTi pasaJi gamovigone:viTom es xsenebuli iozef W. Sua sauku-neebSi gadaparuliyo da karis masxaragamxdariyo.
ara, ara, xumrobiT verc iq xumrob-da, xoxva icoda da mxoxvelobda, met-sac abezarobda.
_ ara, am gamocdilebiT..._ sworedac am gamocdilebiT.hgonia, Tavidan rom gaameorebinon,
imave Secdomebs ar dauSvebs.
* * *Zveli Cinuri sibrZne gvaswavlis:
kaci misi Secdomebis mixedviT undaSefasdes.
TavSi rom arasodes momividoda.arada, TiTqos ra martivia.
marTlacda.swori saqcieli erTmaneTs hgavs da
xSirad erTaderTia. Secdoma aTasg-varia: msubuqi da mZime, uneburad Cad-enili da borotad Cadenili, sapatie-beli da upatiebeli... SuaSi uTvalavigradaciebiT.
* * *is, rac gorSi msoflio televizie-
bis Tvalwin moxda, mecxramete sauku-neSi rom momxdariyo, ori dRe daelo-debodnen, mesame dRes maRali rangisoficrebi ewveodnen, wamosvlis winiaraRs dautovebdnen da etyodnen:
_ ici Sen, rogorc unda moiqce.
* * *politikosis yvelaze cinikuri si-
tyvebi, rac ki odesme wamikiTxavs Tumsmenia, Jozef fuSes mier naTqvamifrazaa, roca napoleonma hercogi en-gieneli daaxvretina.
ekiTxebian:_ xom iyo es borotmoqmedeba?pasuxi mokle da sxartia:_ es bevrad uaresi iyo, vidre
borotmoqmedeba. es iyo Secdoma.
* * *kritikosebi, iseTnic ki, nawarmoe-
bis av-kargs sworad da Rrmad romxvdebian, mxatvrul SemoqmedebaSi ume-teswilad mkrTalni arian. uares SemTx-vevebze nurc vilaparakebT.
Seni saTave vinaxule dRes meorejer.Sen aq saxelad usaTuod gSvenis fazisi.mesvri TvalebSi kalmaxebis wiTel forejebs,bavSvis cremliviT uwmindesi da unazesi.peSviT davlie Seni wyali, rZesaviT Cvili...———————magram minaxavs sxva seiric... maSin, roca meSeni mquxare amboxebis gavxdi mowameda striqonebic dagimzade sxvadasxvagvari,xan ulbilesad moxazuli, xan welmagari,viT abreSumi da veluri taxis jagari...———————SemoRamebul cis gumbaTze wvebodnen mTani.Tavisi swrafi meZebrebiT da mSvildianaialaRebze adioda TeTri diana,rom nadirobiT daeqanca uvnebo tani.
iSviaTi Zalis aliteracia, yvela bgeras rom ix-vevs xmovan-Tanxmovnebianad, rCeul musikas rom qm-nis da Tavs ar aCens. modiT, kidev erTxel mivayura-doT:
tyvaZunwad xar, ra getaka, aqamde gr-Zel werilebs iwerebodi. Sen ar gCve-via mokle da sxarti sityva, yovelTvisagrZelebdi. cota avnerviuldi, ramesxom ar mimalavs-meTqi, magram mere vi-fiqre, Sors wasul kacs meti ra undamosTxovo, esec madlia da erTi aTaddagifasdeba.
TbilisSi wvims, guSin dilas mzemgamoanaTa, mere qari amovarda iseTi,rom quCaSi ar gaisvleboda, yvela sax-lisken mirboda, qars wvima mohyva daimis mere wvims gadauReblad. me mego-na, marto baTumSi icis aseTi wvimebi,seqtembris ToTxmetSi rom daiwyeba daianvris ToTxmetamde ver gaaCereb, ma-gram Sevcdi. is wvimebi magaria, vaniCkaTavis Svils rom uyveba zRaprebs, Senrom Rvezelebs acxob, nanuca filmsrom uyurebs, me wignebs rom Cavujde-bi, dagvadumebda, dagvamSvidebda yve-las da Cven-Cveni saqmis keTebas dagvaw-yebinebda, fisoebic Caxutebulebi romiwvnen, cugac rom miCoCdeboda fan-jarasTan.
vaniCkam moiwera wina dRes Senze, magkacs oci paraskevi aqvs TveSio. ara, ramagrad Tqva, ara, mami? mec sul egrevfiqrobdi, mara verafriT vxvdebodi,ra damerqmia. marTla da marTla, ro-demde unda iyo mand, kargad Tu maincgixdian, raRac kapikebze ar iwvalo ra,aqac iSovi mag or TeTrs, CvenTan ax-los mainc iqnebi.
vcxovrobT me da rafo. rafo kargibiWia, xmas ver amoaRebineb, erTi egaa,ori naTesavi hyavs, iza da aza, azrzeara var, vis moafiqrda, iza da azarqmeodaT, verafriT vxvdebi, romeliaiza da romeli _ aza, xan erTs veZaxiSecdomiT, xan _ meores, iSviaTad da-vamTxvio, magram ar swyinT, mgoni, de-dasac eSleboda Tavis droze, ar gaim-tyunebio. ras vambobdi, Camodian es izada aza da rCebian Cvens saxlSi. ucnau-ri gogoebi arian, dReSi samjer loc-uloben, waikraven Tavze, xatebs daawy-oben magidaze, xelebs CasWideben erT-maneTs da naxevari saaTi butbutoben,ar eqaneba arc erTi, magari strannixalxia. me ras vetyvi, locvas xom ardavuSli, prosta im wuTebSi magrad vi-gruzebi, mgonia, rom ar unda vixmau-ro, oTaxSic ar unda viaro da var asedaZabuli.
gogoebma, Cven ar SegawuxebT, arcoTaxi gvinda, arc araferi, misaRebSidavwvebiTo. bazari araa, sadac gindaT,iq daiZineT-meTqi, magram rafomTvalebi damibriala, hoda, Cven davwe-qiT misaRebSi, rafo iatakze, me _ aTasWirian da ubedureba gamovlil savar-Zelze.
vwevarT erT dRes, rafos ar sZinavs,trialebs, mec, gagikvirdeba da, ar meZ-ineba. rafos vkiTxe, ise ratom dadianes gogoebi, isxdnen TavianT ozurgeT-Si Tu sadac-meTqi, rafo momibrunda,mag gogoebs Sen nu exumrebi, saswaulebsakeTebeno, bavSvobaSi leRvis xidan Cam-ovardnilan, magrad daJeJilan da de-das SeSinebia, cudis niSania leRvis xi-dan Camovardna, Tan ase orive erTado.hoda, daavlo xeli da gaaqana sofliseklesiaSi, mere es gogoebi azrze mo-sulan Tu ra aris, ar vici, magram SeW-rilan am orTodoqsul samyaroSi daerTxelac aRmoaCines, viszec locu-loben, ueWvelad SveliT. baZaRuebsSvili ar hyoliaT, iloces gogoebma,gauCndaT, nestanas sinkari gaerWofexSi, iloces, aRar darCa mosaWre-lio. mokled, magari gogoebi arian ra,xats ukan amoudeben nestanas suraTs,loculoben da egaa ra.
me didad ar mjeravs egeTebis, maravifiqre, Cemi ra midis, qiras amaT vergadavaxdevineb, oTaxs ver davaTmobin-eb, hoda, Cemi ojaxis ubedurebis sax-
zurab abaSiZe
elzec ilocon, didi ambavi-meTqi, am-ovCxrike Seni suraTi da teqsti Se-vamzade.
davimartoxele es iza Tu aza, war-modgena ar maqvs romeli, im locvisdros ras butbutebT-meTqi?! verafriTgavtexe, TiTqos saxelmwifo saidumloaqvT rame, bolos vuTxari, mama myavsqveynis iqeT, cota ucnauri kacia, or-mocs ki gadacda, mara mainc ver moer-go am cxovrebas, sul valebSi dagasaWirSia da ra iqneba, uTxari mamaCe-mis saxeli win rom xatebi gidevT imazegamosaxul xalxs-meTqi.
jer erTi, isini xalxi ki ara, wmind-anebi ariano, mere meorec, Cveni mrwam-sis Tu aris, vilocebT, aba, ras vizam-To, Zaan zrdilad miTxra, arc xmas au-wia, arc Tvalebi daubrialebia, saTnogogoa, etyoba, xom ici, egeTebs vicnob.mara me magrad davibeni, Sematyo kidecda miTxra, tyuils azri ara aqvs, Cvenki vilocebT, mara iqamc ar miuvao.
mere davjeqi da davfiqrdi, ra re-ligiisa xar, Se usaxuro-upatrono,
verafriT gavixsene, davureke Sens das,arafriT upasuxa telefons, mere meo-redac vcade da SuSanam mipasuxa, sam-saxurSia, telefoni datova amkekelkamo, mec vifiqre, vkiTxav, Cemi ramidis, xo ar ici, ra rjulisaa mamaCe-mi-meTqi, ui, ar vicio da daaRo piri,imis igic mamaSenTan erTadaa da iq naxa,ase iyo, ise iyoo, RmerTma xeiraT qnasmag kacis ambavio. mere samsaxurSicdavureke mamidas, vkiTxe da aba, me ravicio, biZaSens daurekeo, am Senma Zmam,religiebi da seqtebi sad iyo Cvensdros, eklesiaSi pirvelad Sens naTlo-baze viyavio, mama da deda cocxali romyavdes, imaT ecodinebodaTo dadamikida. ise ugulod miTxra, gegone-ba marto Sen xar oboli da TviTon ara.mokled, Zaanac rom ar gamigrZeldes,Zaan bevrTan davreke, aba, naxviT, me visvnaxavdi, isini vafSe sxvagan arian, ve-ravin mipasuxa, bolos ra unda meqna,nanucas davureke, aqaoda, Seni yofiliqmaria, Seni Svilebis mama, bavSvobissiyvaruli, saerTo kacma gagvimwarabavSvoba, iqneb icode-meTqi, hoda, mo-mibrunda es swerva qali, Senc Tu Svilixaro, daiwyo telefonSi Rriali, magarakacs rame religia rom hqonoda anromelime RmerTis rom SesSineboda,ase arakacurad ki ar moiqceodao dadamikida. isev davureke, gexvewebi, TuSeni Svili viyve, miTxari-meTqi, aravismounaTlavs eg ujiSo da saidan eqnebareligiao, ugulod mipasuxa da isevdamikida, hoda, davfiqrdi, netav isqali ras mipasuxebda, igive kiTxva romdamesva Senze, ai, is qali ra, bavSvoba-Si, deidaSeniao, rom matyuebdi, samiTve rom cxovrobda Sens binaSi, yofilileninis quCaze da saRamoobiT dei-dasTvis Seuferebeli xmebi rom gamo-dioda Seni oTaxidan.
mokled, RmerTi, mTeli Seni sanaTe-sao, azac da izac mowmea, rom me kargimindoda, Zmao, SenTvis, magram, ra vqna,mami, ara gaqvs es religia da aba,
rogor ilocebs es iza SenTvis. ki, ki,mec vifiqre, movatyueb-meTqi, mara arminda ra, vetyvi rom uRmerTo xar, sxvaSemTxvevaSi, irwmunebian, Tu orTodoq-si ar aris, ar miuvao, magram egaraferi, vaniCkaze ilocebs, sul zur-gis qari dauqrolebs Soreul afrika-Si.
hoda, sikeTis qmna mindoda da sulpiriqiT moxda yvelaferi, viRviZeb erTmSvenier orSabaTs, megobari mirekavs,saRamos xom ar dagveliao, bazariaraa-meTqi, mere ki vifiqre, am orSa-baTs ra daleva amityda, mara ZaanacaRar CavZiebulvar kviris dReebis mniS-vnelobas Tanamedrove adamianis cx-ovrebaSi, roca gelevineba, undadalio, Sengan maqvs naswavli, gaxsovs,rom meubnebodi, roca deda aRar gyavs,mamac imis gzas mihyva da Zmas aRar unda,Sennairi maCanCala, sxva ra unda qna,unda dalioo, eg sityvebi gamaxsendada mere Zaan vinane, rom gende.
movedi saxlSi gvian RamiT, mTvra-li da cotaTi apaTologebuli da veCx-
ube am rafikas, Se siro, rodemde undagveZinos misaRebSi-meTqi, es rafikacamiSarda, Sen rom daaTrev daqCoebs, merom miviRo stumrebi, ra daSavdebao.ara, simarTle unda iTqvas, me ufrovbRaodi, rafos zrdiloba eyo, Zaanacar aRelvebula, hoda nervebmoSliliSevvardi abanoSi, fexi damisrialda daonkans Camovekide, motyda es ubedurionkani da gamoasxa wyalma bavSvobaSiCanCqerebze rom dagyavdi, imaze arcnaklebad. mere gogoebs gavuvardi,risi qalebi Tqvena xarT-meTqi, romdaibanT mag tilian Tavebs, xom undamowmindoT-meTqi, aza Tu iza gamovar-da, Se arakaco, Tmebi rom gcviva datrapidan Tmis amoRebas ver xvdebi, egar gaixsenoo, fu, magari banZebi xarT,wmindanebi ki megoneT-meTqi, mere meoregamovarda, ar vici, is iyo aza Tu pirve-li, iman vafSe, qalebi raxan varT, arniSnavs, rom iataki unda vwmindoTo,hoda, gamovylevdi, TqvenaorTodoqsebi xarT Tu feministkebi-meTqi?! erTica da meoreco, mere rafi-kas veci, amaTi Cajmuli saqme, Sen moag-vare, ager onkani, iger abano-meTqi.rafikam, me SemeSviT, Sualedurebi mew-yeba, moagvare Sen TviTono.
im Rames ki gadavketeT wyali, marakarga gvarianad ki idina gafuWebulionkanidan da mTeli abano datbora.dilas mezoblis kivilma wamogvyara,wyali Camomdis Tqvengano, Tavidan vux-ade bodiSebi, mara ar momismina, xmau-ri da wivil-kivili aRar meyofodaTqveni binidan, axla wyali CamouSviToda yuriT CamaTria Tavis binaSi, xe-losans daureka, momiTvales da samasilari unda amis SekeTebaso, fuli dai-dos am dReebSio.
amovkubovdi CvenebTan, magrad Se-movcxe iatakze garTxmul rafikas,rogorc ginda, ise moagvare-meTqi,azam da izam rafos mxari daiWires, Senimosvrilia eg saqme da Senve mixedeo,jer onkani iyideo, mere im qalis saqmes
mixedeo. magrad viCxube, mere davemu-qre, waval da sxvagan vicxovreb-meTqi.
davureke yvela Cems megobars, xomver SemifarebT-meTqi, yvelam uarimiTxra, mere fleTmeiTis Zebnazefiqric daviwye, magram aba, vis vipovi-di, rafoc RmerTisgan gadmofurTxe-buli saCuqari iyo. naxevar saaTSi mivx-vdi, rom sul tyuilad vfarTxalebdi,romc CavbJirebuliyavi, mainc CemigafuWebuli iyo is onkani da Cemive gasa-keTebeli.
gavuyevi samsaxurisken gzas, ufro-si davimartoxele da, batono badri,ori Tvisa winaswar unda momce-meTqi,im or Tves ra unda meqna, kacma ar icis,SimSilobisgan kedlis fxekas rom davi-wyebdi, mara rames vizamdi, bolos dabolos, janiani biWi var, vimuSavebdisadme, vaTrevdi kardonebs da meSoke-bs. im gamoylevebulma kacma, ori Tvi-sas ver mogcem, daJe am Tvis xelfasicdaigvianebs, sagadasaxado gvizis damagrad gvylefso. gulSi ki vifiqre,Seni mamac rom movtyan, nZrevas rom armiuZRvna sicocxle da Sennairi araka-cebis argaCenaze ar ifiqra-meTqi, ma-gram xmamaRla, aba, ras vetyodi.
wamovCanCaldi samsaxuridan wyev-la-wyevliT, sul dedas vaginebdi sam-yaros, iza-azas, rafos da im CanZreulmezobels. mere isev davureke me-gobars, fuli unda miSovo-meTqi, baz-ari araao, nawils axla mogcem, nawilsmereo, ki ar mindoda fulis gamorT-meva, imasac magrad uWirda, mara ra meq-na, gamovarTvi da wavbneldi elia-vasken. ar mindoda, mamasisxlad gamx-domoda erTi onkani, viyide yvelazeiafiani da TiTqos yvelaze moSni on-kani da wamovewure saxlisken.
rafom Cemi saxe dainaxa Tu ara, ma-grad Sewuxda, bodiSebi mixada, magramra Cems yled mindoda magis bodiSebi,onkanis damagrebaSi damexmara da mov-ilaparakeT, Tvis bolosTvis davpir-deT fulis micema im qalso da daviwy-oT axali binis Zebnao, Cumad gavipar-oT am yleoba saxlidano. mec gamixar-da, amdeni rom motvina am calfazian-ma da cota xasiaTze movedi. mererafom, davasveloT aseTi magari ambav-io da daleva SemomTavaza, ara, ra undagvezeima, ar vici, vali rom davide,„Seni Wirime~ Tu mteri rom gaviCine,„Sen moukvdi dedaSens~, piroba damade-bina, mTvrali da myrali arafersgavafuWebdi.
waviwieT qalaqis centrisken, arayiiyo gomi da koka-kola iyo Tbili, me-gobrebi SemovimateT da kolmeur-neobasTan gadavwyviteT Camoskdoma.mokled, varT Sua smaSi, sicilSi da mx-iarulebaSi, movida kaci saxelad le-vana abulaZe, TqvenTan erTad Cam-ovsxdebi, Tqveni araferi minda, Cemiarayi da Cemi ludi maqvs, aqeT gaginaw-ilebT, Tu gindaTo. mokled, Ramea,civa, Segvecoda kaci da CamovisviT ra,marto ra unda ekeTebina im RmerTis-gan daviwyebul adgilas.
mara es kaci magari sevdiani arsebagamodga, cotaTi aklda kidec. daiw-yo, wina dRes aq erTi gogo gaitana man-qanamo da yvelas Rimili Segveyina sax-eze, iseT istorias mohyva, sicilisTavi aRar gvqonda, bolos magari daax-eTqa, Turme, marta erqva im gogos, man-qanam rom gaitana, hoda, cota poet-urad undoda, moeyola SemomatebulimegobrisTvis im gogos ambavi da iyoerTi marta, trotuarze axtao, siciliagvityda, fisunia katas leqsi gagvax-senda da magrad vicineT, Torem im saw-yal martas ras verCodiT, ra sasaci-lo eg iyo. me yvelaze maRal xmaze vi-cinodi, magrad gamwarda levana, mo-mibrunda, Sena, ramdeni wlis xaro,ocis-meTqi, hoda, icode, oci welisroki maqvs marto moxdilio da egrevedamagdo, guli Camivarda mucelSi,meTqi Tu wamofrinda axla es kaci daTu gadamaxvia is boTli Tavze, mereraRa vqna, xom ici, egeTebisgan yve-laferia mosalodneli.
iT, movereodiT im ylisSvils, magrammainc magrad tvini tyna, ar gvacalabavSvebs arc garToba, arc daleva daarc araferi, jer dedaze moyva,rogor daebrida, mere Svidi vereliZmakaci rogor daasaflava sxvadasxvadros, sxvadasxva adgilas da bolosmagrad daviRaleT, hoda, gavuxureT,oe, biZa klaus, Cven aq dasalevad varT,ra dros Seni tragediebia, Cven-Cveniubedurebebi gveyofa, mere, magradmSurs Tqveni asakiso, netav mec ociwlis viyoo, tvini agvxada, bolosyleze davikideT da gavecaleT, taqsigavaCereT da eqvsni CavikuWeTsaswaulad patara manqanaSi. didi xaniabrunebda mZRoli manqanas, levanasvuyurebdi, im skamze ijda, Tavi Caex-ara da magrad ganicdida, xom ici, ma,vicnob me egeT loTbazara xalxs, vicime egeni reebic arian, mara eg kaci cotasxva iyo, Zaan mindoda, im adgilidanaTreuliyo da sadme wasuliyo, Zaanmindoda, damejerebina, rom wasasvle-li hqonda sadme, viRaca eloda sadme,magram ise ijda, wasvlas rom ar apirebarsad da prosta rom zixar, magradimoqmeda, mere Cems Tavsac gavubraz-di, ra iqneboda, rom mogvesmina, co-taTi SemeSinda kidec im levanasi, marayvelaze cudi, ici, ra iyo, ma?
is kaci magrad ggavda.hoda, vzivar axla misaRebSi, iza da
aza gaeTren im TavianT ozurgeTSi, iqgaagrZeleben albaT saswaulobanas.
gareT magrad wvims da onkani isevgafuWda, aba, me da rafika ras da-vamagrebdiT, wyali moCuxCuxebs, xma imCanCqerisas miugavs, bavSvobaSi romdagyavdi, hoda, magrad mezareba iqgasvla da wylis gadaketva, davs-veldebi, Tan Zalianze metad, hoda,mere rogor gavSre, riTi gavTbe, gaT-boba Cven ara gvaqvs da Tbili wyali,fexebi rom Cavyo.
ise, magari arakaci xar, egre Zaanrom ar Cagejva saqmeSi, axla aq iqnebo-di, hoda, gsayvedurob, xom SeiZlebagisayveduro, sul karg raRacebs gwer,kargad var, ase, ise, ara, mami, gatyueb,Zalian cudada var, Zalian, netavicode, rogor cudad var.
da Sen ra ggonia, nanuca kargadaauSenod? sul hare kriSnas da raRacsaswaulebs gaiZaxis da gvatyuebs, romkargadaa, mara xom ici, mami, qalebisame ukeT gamegeba, veraa kargad eg qali,veeraa...
vzivar am dampal misaRebSi da ma-grad mitydeba am werilis dawera rommiwevs, magram Sen vera xvdebi, ra cud-adaa yvelaferi. Sen vera xvdebi, rogorZalian cudia uSenoba.
Sen ver xvdebi, ramdenjer ginatre,ramdenjer vTqvi, netav aq myavdes Cemijaniani mama-jani, xom magrad miaC-morebda im mezobels da TeTrs ar gada-gvaxdevinebda, xom magrad daamagreb-da im onkans, xom magars miajvamda Cemsdampal ufross, xom ar momiwevdakolmeurneobaze samlariani otkisdaleva, xom ar davujerebdi azas daizas bodvebs.
gareT wvims da dgas noemberi da wvi-ma albaT asvelebs Cems gafeniltrusikebs da wesiT, unda gavide da Cam-ovxsna, meramdene dRe unda gavvardesaxlidan totebganieri da gamoxeulitrusikiT, magram ar minda aivanze gas-vla, ar minda. korpusebi Cans Cemiaivnidan da didi qalaqi, meTerTerT-meteze vcxovrob, egre ki ara, aqedanmTeli Tbilisi Cans da baTumis maRal-WerianebSi gazrdili parketze nago-ravebi biWisTvis, Sen ar ici, ra tan-jvaa. meTerTmeteze cxovreba, magramme xom ukve didi biWi var, ras gewuwune-bi, Cemi gasavleli gzaa, mara im aivanzear gaval, mTeli Tbilisi Cans, TuTvals daZabav, SeiZleba baTumic dain-axo, magram me ar minda davinaxo qala-qi, sadac ar cxovrobs vaniCka Taviscol-SvilTan erTad, sadac ar cx-ovrobs mudam mSvidi, gawonasworebu-li, magram gulis siRrmeSi sterva danabozari xasiaTis patroni nanuca daSen, jigari kaci.
magram, vaniCkasi ar iyos, TveSi oci
paraskevi gaqvs, iqneb erT paraskevsyleze daikido eg Seni stamboli daCamoereko baTumSi da isev mivartyaTWiqa-Wiqas da isev vTqvaT mokle sa-dRegrZeloebi, ai, hemingueis stilSira.
magram, me xom ukve didi biWi var,oci paraskevis da Sennairi mamebisdidad aRar mjeravs, magram maincZalian miyvarxar. ra vqna, mamas romirCevdnen, atikuss avirCevdi an bilgeiTss, magram ver virCevT da viRacsirs isev Sen mirCevnixar, oRond maledabrundi ra.
Tu ar apireb dabrunebas, werilimainc momwere.
p.s. Senma lelam silamazis salonigaxsna, fuli saidan iSova, kacma aricis, rac Sen eg gaRlite, magram sakai-fod moxda, erTi is ver daijera, yo-fili coli rom aris da arafriT moq-medi. au, sul mainteresebda silamazissalonebis ufrosebi ras akeTebdnenbiznesis dawyebamde da axla mivxvdi,Sennair arakacs gadaeyrebian, gam-wardebian, padrugebs rom mobezrdebaTkacisgan mitovebulis mosmena damraval xmaSi lanZRva, xsnian salonebs,daujdebian mere klientebs daeWoravebian dausruleblad. ise, im sa-lonSi moweva Tu SeiZleba, bevrs kieweoda?! ubeduri, magram Sens xelSi, armikvirs, ar mikvirs.
Zaan sevdiani qali ki aris ise, maraufro Steria, vidre sevdiani, Sennairkacs rom miandob cxovrebas da miaTx-liSav imden fuls an dedaCemi unda iyoan Steri.
bra erTaderTi iyo, rac mamiseulisaxlidan gamohyva zinas, Zalian uyvar-da qals igi, bevr qalaqSi ucxovria dayvelgan Tan daatarebda. mamisaganuaryofil gogos erTaderTi ram, racbavSvobas da gardacvlil mSoblebsaxsenebda, es Zvirfasi da eleganturinivTi iyo. yvelafers Seeleoda qali,magram bras verafriT. eTeramTavidanve daadga am bras Tvali, Sina-ganad grZnobda, rom es bra mas SerCe-boda, zinas uTuod gadaaviwydeboda dadatovebda droebiT naqiraveb oTaxSi.
gadioda dReebi, kvirebi, Tveebi,zina an fanjarasTan ijda da gahyureb-da zRvas, an qolgas moimarjvebda dasanapiroze seirnobda mzian amindSi.muSaobiT arsad muSaobda, arc aravisesaubreboda ezoSi, radgan aravin vi-codiT rusuli. zinam ki icoda qarTu-li, magram mainc rusulad esaubrebo-da da esalmeboda yvelas, maRaziaSimomuSave ekasac ki samsaaTiani wvaleb-is Semdeg Zlivs agebinebda, Tu risiyidva undoda, kiTxulobda Tavis samwigns dausruleblad, usmenda wvimisrakraks saxuravze, efereboda eTeraskatas da samSabaTobiT mTeli Rametiroda sawolSi.
rogorc ki zafxuli dadga, zinamTavisi eleganturi sacurao kostiume-bi gamoaCina da daRamebamde mzeze iwva,xan kiTxulobda, xan Wamda, xan ubral-od iwva da iRimeboda. xandaxan eTerasumcrosi biWi, anzori miujdebodagverdiT. Tavidan zina yuradRebas arcki aqcevda anzors, magram mere da merebiWis TeTrma kbilebma, CalisfermaTmebma da grZelma, daxvewilma TiTeb-ma qali moxibla.
erT dResac qolgas amofarebulianzori da zina davinaxeT gadaxveule-bi, axla saRamoobiTac gadioda zinasanapiroze da gvian Ramemde ar brun-deboda saxlSi. ramdenjerme cudiWoric dauyares bednier wyvils.
eTera imdenad iyo zinas briT mo-jadoebuli, rom arc ki ainteresebdamisi Svilis axali gataceba, zed dah-kankalebda bras da yovel dilas gul-dasmiT wmendda, Tan siyvaruliT es-aubreboda usulo nivTs.
zafxuli isev Semodgomam Secvala,anzori ukvalod gaqra, axalma ideamqveynis meore boloSi gadaisrola,zina aRarc fanjarasTan Canda, aRarcsanapiroze qolgiT xelSi, erTaderTieTera Tu Seuxedavda dilas bras da Tanzinas gadaugdebda erT-or sityvas
gatexili rusuliT.Semodgomis miwuruls xma dairxa
ezoSi, ujiSo zina orsuladaao,zamTarSi mivxvdiT, rom boroti cia-la ar tyuoda, zina marTlac orsuladiyo, magram mainc da mainc ver xvdebo-da, rom sxvisi gansjis sagani iyo, zam-Tris bolos zina karga mozrdili mu-cliT daiareboda ezoSi, yidulobdarZes da brundeboda saxlSi. axali am-biT gaognebul anzors saxlsgareT vernaxavdiT, ijda TavisTvis da gegmavdaujiSo zinasTvis Svili waerTmia,oRond undoda, es ise gaekeTebina, rombavSvis dabadebis xarjebi zinas gaewia.
magram raRaca mainc RrRnidaT Si-naganad, icodnen, rom yvelaferi asemartivad ar iyo, icodnen, rom sWird-ebodaT ufro didi ambavi, ufro didiTavgadasavali, didi sixalise, mx-iaruleba, Jriamuli da xmauri, sulfexebze ekidaT sxva qalebis bedi, Tvi-Ton mowyenilebi iyvnen da sxva qale-bze safiqralad arc unda daexarjaTZvirfasi dro da traki unda gaenZri-aT, Tu surdaT, kargad yofiliyvnen,icodnen, rom ase gagrZeleba ar Sei-Zleboda, icodnen, rom deda gaeRune-bodaT, ufro damaxinjdebodnen, erT-maneTis yurebac gaagiJebdaT.
_ momismine axla, _ daiwyo maru-sam, _ icode, ar ayleqalde, ar daiw-yo wikvini da isterikebi, patara gogoaRar xar, arc gadaparsuli Tmamogixdeba da ar gegonos, daSordebi,gadaiparsav Tavs da gadagivlis.
_ ara, gagiJdi, _ Seicxada Tinan-om.
_ da arc Seneburi principulobagamoiCino, dagpatiJebs, daipatiJeTavi, ar unda Seni reCebi, vaime, rogordavxarjo, gamogivlis manqaniT, Caux-ti, ar unda aq, rogor Sevawuxo, rogordavaxarjino benzini.
_ mainteresebs, rogor da rodisdaiwyeT wera. zogadad, Tu gaxsovT,poezia, rogorc aseTi, rogor gaCndaTqvens cxovrebaSi? me vkiTxulobTqvens leqsebs, internetiT vkiTxu-lob, Semdeg wakiTxuls isev vubrun-debi, yovelTvis axaliviT aris, jerarwakiTxuliviT. da Semeqmna STabe-Wdileba, rom poezia TqvenTvis leqsiar aris mxolod _ Sinagani mdgomar-eoba, wyoba, xedva, smenaa.
_ is, rasac ase Tu ise ukve SeiZle-boda wera darqmeoda, daaxloebiT 18-19 wlidan daviwye. manamde ukve iyo sulufro matebadi darwmunebuloba ima-Si, rom leqsebi unda mewera, ukve ga-keTebuli iyo wyalgauvali arCevani.poezia Cems cxovrebaSi im Sinaganimdgomareobis, im eiforiis saxiT gaCn-da, romelmac es arCevani gamakeTebi-na. arCevanic ar yofila – imitom romarCevani or an met raRacas Soris keT-deba, – es iyo erTaderTi gzis danaxva,romliTac unda wavsuliyavi.
rac Seexeba poezias, is mxolodliteraturaa, mxolod leqsebia. `mx-olod~-s dananebiT ki ar vambob,aramed unikalurobisaTvis xazis gasas-melad. xSirad gvesmis xolme, rom ar-seboben poetebi, romlebic ar weren,magram Sinaganad arian aseTebi... es mt-knari sisulelea. `aramwerali poeti~iseTive oqsimoronia, rogorc `mSra-li wyali~. leqsebs rom ar vwerde, ara-sodes gagiCndebodaT Cemdami kiTxvaCems Sinagan wyobasa Tu xedvasTandakavSirebiT. wyoba, xedva, smena erTia,poezia ki – maTi Sedegi, maTi ganxor-cieleba – meore. Tu pirveli sak-marisadaa, meorec Cndeba, da interessswored es meore iwvevs, radgan pirve-li sxvagan versad gamovlindeba, ver-sad daamtkicebs Tavis arsebobas, Tuar masSi. poezia CemTvis is aris, racukve gamovlinda, rac leqsebSia. racleqsebs gareTaa, poeziis sazrdoa daTviTon poeziad ver ganixileba.
_ terenti graneli da Semdeggalaktioni. granelma, rogorc erT-erT interviuSi ambobT, `narnariT~gadagiyvanaT galaktionze. maSin ukvewerdiT. ra movlenaa galaktionis, TuSeiZleba iTqvas, Seswavla Tu masSiCaRrmaveba (rac albaT arasodes mTav-rdeba) da ramdenad aisaxa es TqvenSi,Tqvens leqsebSi?
_ ki, terentim erTgvari plat-formis magivroba gaswia. rogorc msax-urTufrosma batonTan, ise mimiyvana imdros galaktionTan. terentis aqvs
poezia msxverpls moiTxovs _ ar maxsovs, es vinmem Tqva Tu me momafiqrdanika jorjanelTan intervius SesavlisTvis. arc is vici, ramdenad uwodebs`msxverpls~ poeti ara Tavis arCevans, aramed im `erTaderT gzas, romliTacunda wasuliyo~ da im cxovrebas, energias, romelic ixarjeba leqsamde daleqsisTvis, magram darwmunebuli var, rom sxvanairad ver Seiqmneba`empiriul faqtze maRla damdgomi~, `sinamdvilis gamamdidrebeli~ poezia.jorjanelis gansakuTrebuloba, gamorCeuloba, gansxvavebuloba, vfiqrob,mis damokidebulebaSi, SeuferxeblobaSi, mudmiv zrdaSi, ̀ drois wiokobebis~gaZlebaSi, axal-axal simaRleebSia da am yvelafris SedegSi _ qmnilebebSi,krebulebidan da literaturuli periodikidan rom vecnobiT.
terenti graneli da, maTgan gansxvave-biT, ase Tu ise gacdenilia, Tqven war-moidgineT, erovnuli literaturisfarglebs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, asuliasazRvris kedelze da erTi fexi iqiTaqvs gadayofili.
galaktionisTvis odnavi gverdisavliTac ki, masSi CauRrmaveblad, Seu-Zlebelia qarTvel poetobaze fiqri.cxovrebis etapiviTaa gasavleli. Ses-wavla niSnavs misi enis, saxeebis, forme-bis, riTmebis, TiToeuli mxatvrulimixra-moxris – yvelafris, rac masTandakavSirebiT xelmisawvdomia – Zaliankargad Seswavlas, da es araa saxumarosaqme. mwkrivSi `rusTaveli, guramiS-vili, baraTaSvili, vaJa-fSavela,galaktioni~ is ubralod ki ar mosdevsTavis winamorbedebs, ubralod erT-erTi ki ar aris, aramed am mwkrivis Se-majameblad, damagvirgvineblad, mwve-rvalad gvevlineba. is qarTul poezia-Si zusti formebis ukanaskneli da yve-laze grandiozuli poetia. mis SemdegqarTuli leqsi arsebobis gagrZeleb-is gasamarTleblad TiTqmis radika-lurad unda Secvliliyo, ganaxlebu-
Riurad rogor muSaobT? ra xelobaa Tu ra xe-lovnebaa es _ poeziis Seqmna... saiuveliro saqmea,mgoni. Temis, motivis, damokidebulebis, emociis,riTmis, ritmikis, sityvis, gamocdilebis da kidevuamravi ramis gamoTvla, ageba, dozireba, Serwymada Semdeg didxans axlodan da perspeqtivaSi yure-ba. ar vici iqneb, sul ar aris ase.
_ swored rom asea. Tqven TviTon araCveulebri-vad gamogividaT leqsis qmnis procesze laparaki...sityva `saiuveliroc~ Zalian marTebulia... raRadavamato... erTs vityvi mxolod, raxan sityva `xe-loba~ axseneT: xelovnebaa, imitom rom gansazRvravsis, rasac STagoneba ewodeba. xelobas ar sWirdebaSTagoneba. asec SeiZleba iTqvas, rom STagonebisgareSe poeziis qmna xeloba iqneboda. magram saqme isaris, rom poezia ar iqmneba STagonebis gareSe.
_ `meqsikuri Cixi~ _ Tqveni bolo krebuli.iqneb isaubroT masze, mis enobriv saxeze, koncep-tualur saxeze, mis agebulebaze. da ratom _meqsikuri Cixi. es xom aris erTmaneTze iaraRSe-marTuli ramdenime kacis dgoma, gamouvalobis,molodinis wuTebi, albaT _ sadRac imedisac.Tqvens krebulTan mimarTebaSi amas rogor axsniT?
_ diax, `meqsikuri Cixi~ niSnavs iseT situacias,roca ramdenime adamians erTdroulad aqvs miSver-ili erTmaneTisTvis iaraRi da verc gasrolas verbedavs verc erTi da arc ukan ar ixevs... aseT sayai-mosaviT mdgomareobas, sanam bolos da bolos argadawydeba ase Tu ise. amgvari scenebi serjo leo-nes vesternebis da tarantinos Savi komediebis erT-erTi safirmo niSania. krebulis Tematika am scenisgarSemo ar trialebs. es mxolod da mxolod erTicalke aRebuli leqsia, romelsac ubralodgaumarTla, rom misi saTauri garekanze aRmoCnda –Zalian mesimpaTiura krebulis saxelwodebad`meqsikuri Cixi~, ar JRers urigod, ase meCveneba. ab-surdis stilSia dawerili es leqsi da, mokled romvTqvaT, utyuar monacemTa winaaRmdegobriobazea,obieqturi realobis rgolebis araadeqvaturoba-ze erTimeorisadmi... saerTod ki, sakuTar Semoqmede-baze laparaki mTlad saqebari da sasaxelo saqme veraris. daaxloebiT igivea, sakuTar garegnobaze romilaparako, sakuTar nakvTebze da Tval-wamwamze.
me xom erT-erTi amaTgani ar vyofilvar. ojaxisaxlobelma rekomendacia gamiwia aseve Tavis axlo-bel pativcemul pirovnebasTan da amgvarad movxv-di kompaniaSi samuSaod. „isini~ sxvebi arian _ sam-uSaos mZebnelni.
vusmen maT, rogorc damjeri manqana, rogorcsxva danarCeni teqnikuri mowyobilobebi am oTaxSi.gulgriloba unda gamoviCino, emociebs ar undaavyve, Tu aucilebeli ar gaxda.
samuSaos maZiebelni modian da midian.mkvircxli, yoCaRi gogona. Tvalebi anTebia. mon-
