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>72n svfeiphlfu sonzim, pfruim vmtrf , aidf nmg vf sj tou ,nmg v rnbfstg, mihlh sn fbfvzbn vag? Dfln n pfofrg

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sn ju? miuspfofen sn s eilf sbjg, o tfr s vbysprnvfbagv, g oi nstf m ivy spy tntim? nmg pfbn

p ro anb u eilf pfmimlf n uj/uimlf Xymn mihlhsn pfofrg prib onbj s tvfrimj n mihlh pfvnf-

vn zn svfeghl prgntifv ne primnsaibfvntifv, otfts m strfej g dfie bfdrftgvfstg n spfauprnhfvmoj gmn sidnznpgirnm, zbfofmnfvnm n spsi ghl snjhl.

U tflf ensmi vypavn, i tnotf ubgn sn mnhlbznev vmfj midizpiimstvi, aidf sg prgvanstue viostup i bfofmnafstg , n tf pritf, i znsaipimj fofjbui sn bvne snjg mn sidn n mn svfei vfmone gisoutoy, otfr s bfdr? n tnotf mnjysaim pfsubzuegmhl n forij fsfdgtmie dfie pfjfhg, mgit mgoflf,otf dy ghl fdrtga .

Aidf fvin nlgi sn fdrtg n mn bfdr prgvibgi

ftvfrim lr gimgo nof lr gimgo u tn eim n p r gory tp a tgofj zbnmagvhl mfstg.Sgb tibg, bfs ensmi, bhrn, i buhlfvm gvft

mispf vn v spf j imu thl vihgnhl, no f s'tj tg vysvitaga.Jus vibgi, i buhlfvm gvft spfvn aim n aim

v pfzmvnm bfdrftgvfstg n viofstg Dfln n mnie mg-

fty n moafmmfstg o zau? v asoi o Dflu n mimvgst go sidi? v pfb rgn fvnm s n mgitim eij u, nai z aso yo mij u g v pfbrgn fvnm sn onbj u s tvfrimgu,v zrgionm sn svfeie vai n v pamfj fbfvzbvnm snrggf eilf dfie vaai? n forij .tflf g v tfj, ndy sjitftf vitof hlhiag n rfdgag eibgmi mn savu dfgu n tnosji sn eibgmi Dflu zndgag), aidf fm. tf hlhi n znsag , ndy sji lf jg afvn a , n eiju s a g a g

Rftf ei zofm asoy, v t anim ruofu snjlf [mnbf nbh eilf virmhl saufdmofvg.

Rftf ei sidnznpgirnmgi, otfr gnbn fb ms.

Rntf ei s anbo en rjf n eilf nlo drijimd.Rftf ei pfsaumfs, ou otfrie ms vfa m Syou.pgti n Y gti p ro anbfj g safvfj.

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N pritf i ty, oi i tgg pf v oi tf oie bfof-mnafstg, jgus sg rfdg miustai msgagi, ndy sg jflanlrbgmsoy prijh n zmgg vitoy vmi, vio naidfjna, mngstf sn jus mn timgtf dfe prghlystn s hiafu

fhlftfu buhln, aidf fbjifvnm dvne gdn ubantmgdfefvmhg.

O i i tim tf dfe ei n no f gm dfei (aidf tj ,i dfeueiji prftg siadi, tgi snjg sidn mnpbnji),ne zsonm vnzstvf dubi savmiegi n Dflu jgagi

nof vitoy fs tn tm .Aidf oi s n dubi ugsgtfvn/ pfagnpn n zmgg vi-toy g f mnejimgi svfei mizrgnbim tdy, gnbfstg nhltoy, priuoi Dflu vgu rnbfs, nof oidy sg sn

dgf vnan n bf o rv g n pfgstgan vgnh no f s tn rfb vm g pu-stfvmhg n nm&hlfrtg, naidf prgvgiban tgshi bu mn

histu mfstg, nai prgtfj bfdrfvfmi ubrgnvnan prg g-vfti mgiotfr spfjimut mirist g .

Aidf lfhg ei [mfvg snjf f sidi jgagi fdrtimgibgu nof uj tvfvnmgi m ip ntrmie hloy V prib sn mi-sjgi sg gnbn naidf rnbie rfdg gm, nof tf, 3 ; sgmnejg [m sj fba tidn gnbn n hlhi.

N eij u s n bahEzngstn vgnhie dg, nd y sg s n mn j -lnan n vymnsmnfvnan ujtvfvn svfei mrugvfstg ,nof ju sag v noieofvio vih, vgnh g jimie b-aigtie , nai p rgtfj vibfj i n fdrfvbmi pfm ihlvn

p rg gvfti f aim eib gm vi.Oi u tirn z vgb , bhrn, v fj spfvn o risnm -

so bfofmnafs, n oi uzm vn, i sn j us pu stgbf vijg orutlf dfen prft g sidi snjie , ndy s g eubfsgnlan, jus sn vyzdrfeg tyrjg vihnjg, mnegstie-jg n mnepftridmiejg zdrnnjg, ndy sg bfsgnlan of.rumu n s tnan sn vnzfj v tfjtf buhlfvmfj dfeg .

X tf5mibvirn v sidn, bvirn v Dfln, hvgimgi n jf-bagtdn.

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X dffu pfj fhfu gbiji nlo f n stru mi prilfvf rg,f vitohl thltf vihgnhl5

LANSN GG

F mib&viri v sidn.M ibvirn v sidn,, bhrn j fen, v tfj tf dfeg ei t g

tno vijg pftridm i diz mie hiaofj urgti mgiaimi mibfsgnlmi gnbnm vnzstvf, nai vdih midubijh privabmu nmg svfeu mnejimgu vi.

Rftf sg b.fgdri vtip bf pnjtg? aidf vpayvfj pf-onzimie prgrfbzimfstg sji prag fhlftm n mngoafmimo cn afmj pribs tnvj t sidi? n lfhg vf soutfmfstgmizmnjimji mg , pribsn s g mnlfvrnji fpno tflf ndiz nolfofvio bvfbu prihiueij i svticei sgay.

Rtf hlydu bfs ntff pfzmn? vijg sn midg

Dflu, og tfr j rb n hlhi, ndy sji ttf mnegs tie gup rnvbu f sidi bfofmnai pfzmnag? i onb j gafs nmfs pr ghlbzn o m j fb>milf snjlf, otfr ei prn-jifj vitolf bflrn n i fb ms mg miji vyes,nmg aim bfgdr jyagimon, otfr dy sn ju dgan.

N lfhg ne ttf ' tno vijg baigt mibvirn ei t gi

bgiaf ' eilf ruoy, otfr eu fdynemi bvn svfegj jgajp rgn tifj mgioiby zdfmj g vmuomugtgnjt, anfoiby tv rbj g utrp im gnj g n pruboj g, sofrf mizmisgtimj g

pfouim gnj g n viagenoj g gmj g spsfdjg, o tf r nm gmihlpiji, pribsn Dfl hlhi, ndy sji ne jy s mj

prnhfvnag, mnofof s n tf m s ton? p ri tf tg p rib o an-bj tyrg spsfdy, nohg ji s fsfdgtmfu pfjfhfumicdiscoie prgnzmi bfsgnlmu ttf mibviru.

[rv spsfd5 Tfzvnue n pfzmvne svfeu dflfsn mgftmfs, i snjn fb sidn miji urfdg mgenobfdrf, otfrj dy sg sg znsagan vstup bf midisolf

orfvstvn.Brul spsfd5 F ttf mibviru vijg nstf prfs[mn vrhmyjg n pfofrmjg jfbag tdnjg, aidf fm eu

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bnrvn. Ndy sg eu jflan bfsgnlmu,, jus uzmn, ieu mgiaim vdih mij , nai i sg hiaofj dizj fhm,nd y sg eu snumn fb sidn zsonan. Oi sn tn o tf vgnh rz

p ribstnv p rib dfso viaidmfs s pivmfu vgirfu,i gtg eu b fd rftgv Dfgl ubia, n oi eu du bi vy trvn aifnovn pf hia ns, otfr ur eilf prfzritimfs,bfzngstn eu ne bfsgnlmi)

Rrit spsfd5 Mnvyone s g d sn snjn sidn, v ans t-m i e j gimoy , sgcamie m o afm mfst lri g, mispfitmhl

jipgntiHv, otf r j snj n m ij i nm g mn ej imie fb-pfrfvn, ghl dfefvie zrum fstg, sofofv, ghl prij gimmn nmei afv bfdrn n mispfitmhl vjysafv n ms trnl,o tfr m j pf tnefj oy hly stn e m n snj ftmie his ti mfVs t g .

tv rt spsfd5 O i s n t g prglfb, i upnb mi bf

m ienoi e hlydy, vtib y iti ladgi n gvgi uv nu e f svf -ei e p rivioie o ril of stg? D fl tf tg p ri tf bfpustga tv f epb, nd y sg s n mnugan, upffj im vmu omu tj n en s -miegi pfzmvneh sidn nof pribtj, fpfvrlfvn si-dfu no t mgij p rag d gibmyj n tgi ndy s g hlhian,

ndy n zn tno pfvnfvna g n e brul n tnot gi tidfupflbnag? aidf digz ti etf vai mgi ei j fm m f stm mi.bvirn , o tfr j svfe ofri v fprnvbgvie pfofri nv spfjimutfj pfzmnm zf sosimfstg .

Aidf ei ensm, i onb, otf sn hlhi spfeg s mi-disoj svitafj n s mistvfrimfu prnvbfu, j us j n

sidnpfzgmnemg otfr pymj n pfvimgi f sidi sj-nehgj dfso bfgdrfgtgvfd fdyn emi b v n tngo, isprnvfbagvf bfpust , ndy upnbag bf mienolf lrgihlu,f o tfrfj s g> jysagn, i sn jgu ju vylm, n ndytj spsfdfj pfzmngg sidn n pami sn fbugag bvirf-

vn v sidn.Nvno tim tf tno n afs tm spsfd u vn [m gdnvtiby, oi brul, asonvie gi spsfd y o tfr sj i mn-

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zmngag vygi, miprgmgisay tno gtfo, nof znjnaneilf cffso bfdrftn

Aidf fm n bfpn, nd y afvio v gnh naidf jim ie up n -bfa pfbn tfglf, g eilf phln n mnjysaimfs ei vgn

naiadb jimgn? tibn tnj, obi dy midfaf mgenoie mnjy.igimfstg, nof u [nmmy Jrgi, midfaf dy nmg mgenolf

pbu,O i ti b n zglria, gglmi sn v .jysag fdr pf of rmi

o sidnpfzmnmgu n vrhmfu jfbaagtdfu prfs [mn, ndytg bna fprnvbgv svitgcf sidnpfzmnmgn n bfofmna mi-bviru v sidn, n o bnoiby zmfvu mihlhi up nbm itibh= vgilf lrgihlu.

LANSN GG G .F bviri v Dfln.

Lfhg mj ei v tfjtf dfeg , nof sji pfvibnag , mi-bvirn v sidn tno pftridm,, pribsn, oidy sji aim eujnag),, naidf dy sji snbna mn tio, naidf dy sji dfagfb miprgntifv prijfim n pfrnzim . [ritf forijmie jus jnt pam bvirn v Dfagn , jus bcn nbb midf snjlf fnovn noofvio bfdrf, pfjfh nvnzstvf

Aidf ngogf sn j g fb sidn, o i i sj i mg, mij ij img gm fnovn no f pfoaisoy, n p ritf m nf zne j usj imib virfvn sn j g siadi, tn o urgti bfsgnlmij i fb mlf[ m n noo fvio vio vnzstvf, aim oi fzdrfej i

svfei srbhi gvfu bvirfu v milf, i eilf pfjfh bf]sgnlmiji.

[fbadmi g tftf jiji bfsgnlmu tvfrnojg sp.

sfadfj.

[f prv tj, i prfs ji Dfln f ttf bviru.

[h brul, i uvnueiji n fofj vgiry vgbji vi-

jflhmfs n miofmim jbrfs dfggu, otfrie mg mgi

ei mij fm naidf no? n pritfi eilf bfdrftn ei diz

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jgiry, ei lftfv n prgprnvim s mivsafvmfu fhlftfun lfbgmy mn lfbgjgu n s fonjglu mn fonjgl,, bvnm j vitof tf, f m j ei pftridm p ri buhlfvm gvftn pam vnzstvf m nb sidbu oi sn s bvirfu u tgion -

ji bf eilf mrugn.N nofi dy jflfa m dfso [nst gir , o tfr t r gn

tr gb sn rfofv g gia zn s trntim fu fviofu s tno jjfhmj vfanmj, i z tflf n znilgpmua n pt tnoiemnjlnvie n tmgstie histi , i mn mie vyagna vitou

svfeu orv n pfafga svfe gvfgt? nof dy m dfso [n.stgir jflfa mifdrtg svfei fg gvftn mn fviou, mi-pfu eu n mipfafg s g eu m n svfei dfso rnj im] rn rbueh sn tirnz sf vitojg svfegjg susibjg n midis-o j g nmeiaj g, i fvion gbi z n mj, pfsahln eilf

p ro nzy naidf nspf tgg (lfhg bnoiby sandf) lf pfV

sahln, oi lf vfa n p rfs6NEofi dy dfa jfm?, i dy m [m fpustga buu,

otfr nof zdabim fvion org n vfa svfelf [n-stgirn, o tf r mip ristna vij g s tnrfst agv n aso nv ilnbn v pfbfdimstvi f s trntimie brnhlji saiplf nmijlf lrgimgon, bfogn lf mimngia6

N otf vdih uvir , i Dfl, otfr miustai oafpi mnubso srbhi n tgg bf milf vstpg, v fj lfbfvnn fdbnrg lf svfegjg bnrjg, sprnv sn mnfzne lauhljn miadubi hlhgi v stp g bf srb hn vtiby, oi sn j ufmf ftvfr n dubi lf pfzvn6

Rrit spsfd, nof zson ttf svt bviru, ei prg-pfj mn sg p rnv b y sv. [ sj n, o tf r m j ensm i m ntfohl jgistnhl uonzuei?, i midfa mgoby znlnmdim,

otf bvirfvna v Dfln tvr t spsfd, o tf r dubi s ag m n bfsgnlmutgi

mibviry v sidn n zrfvi bviry v Dfln, ei timtf5

Oibyofvio j vfnf vyofmn, naidf sn pustg bfmienolf dfen, ndy s prijflan sidn, znjysag sn mnbsvfefu sandfsfu, prv mi dy sg sg tf znujgimgan nai-

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df s n p ri tf rfzlfban? n oi sg u mnfzne midubibvirfvn, pftfj sn flr mn vijflhmfci, jbrfsn bfdrftgvfs dfggu n bvirueh v tgitf dfgi vanst.mfstg, rfzlfbmg sn o fm n n ub ntmi dfefvn? oi dubijn v ruoi t gitf zdrnmi n jfbag tdu, pftfj dfeue n

prnhu e, nof tg tf pfvgij m n pntrgmfj j gisti.No midubi znhlfvvn timtf pfrgnbfo, dubi sn

z vioie nstg oanjn, g oidy sn tg zbnagf, i vitofrfd s bvirfu v Dfln? vanstm mnjysaimfs ei tftg

afviofvg mntbof dazon n tno mimpnbm, i pftn-efj oy sofrf vby gei v mibviri, f o tf ri e sn mjzb, i eu jji vfg sidi, n v bviri, f otfrie snmnzbvnji, i eu jji vfg Dfljg.

Ndy sg sn jflan f mnevgnh hlrmg mnjysaimfstg nofmn s mibvirfu' v sitdn n bvirfu v Dfaln, mneprv

sn jus znjysagi mgnb svfefu> sandfsfu,, pftfj mnbdffu vij flhmfsfu n aim pftfj mihl gb chvbeisoutoy.

LANSN GSN tf j fmf pfzmn , g ofmji s mibvirfu v sidn n

s bvirfu v Dfln.M nj ysaimj u saufdmofvg s n bnoiby zb, i bf-

sgnlfa mibviru v sidn n bviru v Dfln, lfhg mgi eitfju tno. N tf pfhlfp z gmou, otfr v tidi sprsfd pb (lrgihl)

No sn tibn pf svfebj pbi zmipfofeuei , znnju.

huei n ht g , i sg lmnm bf nolfsg zcnastvn, pritfimij i naie pfo rfg n rfdg bfdrf, tf ei zriej zmnjimgi, i sg soanbnan bvimu5 v sid n n m gi v Dfln.

N oi tvf e zrj utf o n zcnas tvf dubi vio, vi-jg ig bvirfvnan v sidn n jaf v Dfln. Aidh= bun,otfr z vioie nstg mibviruei sidi, nai zntf bvi-

ru ei v Dfln, g oi upnb mi, nm g sn miubuei, nmg sn mi-znrjuhuei n mipfmfsuei, aidf vgi, i sn eie tf prglf.bgaf pri eie sandfs n jna bviru v Dfln? dn tj

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vgnh znmihl bviru v sidn n i ti pfo frmie gi bviru-ei v Dfln, n oibi m nbf v i to f mimvgb lrgihl n mi-zrgnbim gnbfstg, nof prgmu svfelf pbu,, s vioj,tghlj n pfofemj dfj. mnb urofu dffu pforn-

uei v znpfntfj bgiai n iti rfzlfbmiegi n rzmiegiprimnsaibu ei svfeghl miprgntitv, bogng ghl mizmg.

[r gn a d y sfj sg, nady sg tftf uvgay tgi fsfdy, otf-r g e buhlfvj gvftfj, nai otfr sn miju nmgmiblf uspfofeg vtiby, oi upnb m bf m ieno ie hly.

dy? mij ne pfofen, oj mimnvtv gn svfelf buhlfSmlf fthn? nai rfgdn tf sor pritf, nEdy sn zdnvgayzofstg n mispfofemfstg otfr vzmgoan z ghl snjfa s o y , n mgi z gmlf bvfbu. Jnay gdy v n o o m i j ugs lanvmi pritfe, ndy sn fgstg ay fb ovrmy lrgihlu nndy prft g miju mnirpnay s g ay v Mnesvti ei e svgn-

tfstg.

LANSN S,F fj yai j/rQfdhl, o tf r sg j ysagn, i j nafjysi mfs

ei mfstQ.Jmfl sn jagn iti g v tfj, i jnafjysimfs n

mispfofemfs, otfr mnesaibuei pf lrgihlu (pritfi eispfeim s nofusg midfsfu), prgpgsue mfstg n mi-vibgn, i pfhlbzn z tnemie phly n mnjysaimfstg ni ei znafim m n sidnbviri n m n spfagilnm m n v ans t-m sgay. N p ritf i prag spfagilnag m n v anstm sgay (aidfsg jysaiag, i bsg zmnjimne), nai prg sogoie prgotfrie upnbag bf lrgihlu, zgdnbnag,, i thltf Xa mijn-e, chno s n zmipfofeue n bgvgn s n tfj u, no f bnf j umfgvju? zjnnjygsnmie, aidf vgbgn zmgim fpfru,mn o tfr jji hpirn a g svfeu> bviru>.

Rf sn m istnmi pfo frmj u afviofvg, otf r bviruei

eibgmi v D fln n f sidi sg m g mimnj n? g oi upnb .mi bf nolfofvio lrgihlu n lfhg ne pfhguei mnbt j dfais, prib sn mizmipfofeuei sn pritf, nm g sn m i-

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ubuei. Sgi, i s n j u tf vitof prglfbgaf p ri eilfdflfs n vanstm sandfs,, otfr vijg bfdri pfzmvnsvitafj prnvby,

LANSN SG.

Gm prgpfj gimoy, n d y sj i bfsgnlag mibviru v sidn n bviru v Dfdn.

[ritfi viton s g an prijln mn ghl miprgn tifvpfhlbzn lanvmi z mibviry v sidn n bviry v Dfln,fp t g pfbvnj pfoymy, ndy sg eu s pfjfhfu dffubfsgnlan.

Jus tftg vibgi n pfvnfvn zn hiaofj gst, ino Dfgl mimnpfji n mipfzbvglmi mni srbhi svfefujgjfrgnbmfu jgafsfu, vtiby nmg vitoy bnry, prgrf-

bzim nai/df zsonm, nmg vitoy jgafstg zbanrjn bnm,nmg 'zmnafs hialf sv. [sjn, dn nmg tf i sji balfc

Dflu sagag n mn tf sg mnvyoag, , mipfju mj vypamgeilf vu v nofj ofvio bfdrfj n dflujgafj > bgiainaidf v nofjofvio pfouim , otfr jji prijh,naidf v midizpiimstvi, otfrju jji vylm, nai-

df v nofj ofvio org, o tf r j j i mgis phEbn eilfvaie.

R no tf rfgzglfbm prisvibimgi j usj i j n pf vi .toy bmg , lfbgmy n fonjgly svfelf gvftn . [ftfj mjnm g m n u j miprbi , nd y sj i bvirfvnag v sidn.

f sn vno ton mni e bviry v Dfln , mngj t g vi-bgi, i p ri D bl n mgit mg nlgilf no f prij h m nghlmiprgntifv,, ei ghl jaf naidf vin, 9g s stnr nsosim, naidf g s sand n mfvofvgn.

[ritf g oidy dfan bun znvnaim lr gihlnjg, g oidyjnan vitoy mibfofmnafs t g svitn n dfan tno lr gimn,

i dy sj i sg tf nm g pribstnvg mivibiag? g oid y u dfanvysonan n pfugan vitoy prfstrgiboy ng hvgimgn, aimndy sn zdnevan lrgihlu n jflan ofmn bfdrf, n pribsn

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dy midfan j flan z so n nm g aim fbrfdgmou bfdrn, dnmnfpno dfan Gdy iti vgnh mnoafmim mn za , pribsnmisjgi pristn bvirfvn v Dfln, nmg misjgi fblfbgzdrnmi n buhlfvm hvgimgn, nai jugs stai ubntmi df-

efvn? jugsg tf tg vibgit, i v tfajtf buhlfvmfj dfegmgotf miprilr, no mipristnmi dfefvn n bvirfvnv Dfln, otfrlf pfjfh mgoby mihldn eilf dfefvm-ofj , g oi bn oi by bfpuast, nd y dfag pfrnmim . Aim

dbefvn tridn , v tfj ei vitof ? aidf agio m n rnm y df.

efvmgofv, otfr s bvirfu l n b n e D fln n eilf pfjfh,ei p rgp rnvim n ggmm? n oi mn ej im ie du b fno -vn, dub gbl miprgntiagn usjrtim.

LANSN SGG .

F hvij? mneprv f hvgim rfzuju, otfr jusji

hlrmg prib mivibfjfs fu n zvibnvfs fu.

N o mib virn v sid n n bvirn v Dfln,, o tbr s tnovijg pftridm v tfjtf dfeg , dub eibgmfu zdrnfu,

pftfj mgiaim i m n b sidfu mizvnzj i, n ai upnbmij ibf jmfllf z an ? pri tf forij mghl pftridueiji i ti

hvgimgi, otfr ei trifu vihfau, f otfrie sji sn vygizjgimga!!.

[ribfgvXitoj tridn hvgg rfzu j n vu.Tfzuj tridn hlrmg fb bvfhl vihg otfr lf zn-

tiju e[ rv ei mivibfjfs, o tf r lf zn tij uei n prio n

ju pfzmvn prnvbu, o tfr ei eilf v ans tmj prib-jitfj. [ritf hvgimj jji lf vygst g n urfdg

ensmj , ndy j flfa bfdri vgbgi n pfhlfpg, n o f m jei pftridm, fgstg sg buu fb mizrgnbimhl gnbfstn fzbfdg eu svtjg mfsnjg.

R ftf 'Xvitaf j ij i bfsgnlmu bvf eno j spsfdfj.[rv n mnebaigtie spsfd ei jfbag tdn, otfrfu

jji prfsg Buhln Xvtlf, ndy vagna svitaf bf mn.

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ghl sbh. Sby mj tf urfd , no mnfzne dubiji ln-bn gdn Dfln, no sn dubiji usg afvn pamg eilf svtvu n no v onbfj prpnbi pfbrgnbgji svfe subfosubou buhlfvmlf fthn.

B rul spsfd spfvn vf vy trvnafj hvgim ladfofn pfhtgvf uvnfv n f vihgnhl ndy sj i pfhlfpgag, gs bfdr naidf za pfabn tflf, nof ms u Buhl Xv-t, n mgi pfbn tflf, nof sn mj mnvfmfo zbne n ai-

df u o nzu e mngj sj ysafj n 'nof f m ghl sbg svit.

Oi tneotf uvnfvnmgi vyofmji, nof sn p ntr,ensmi m j uoi, i vitof, f saip n pfonzim svitjgauei, pf fj agpmi n f hlhi zson rfzlmjg sp.sfdnj g n prfstr gibo nj g, t ri d n pfvnfvn zn mg znj rmfs n o anj ? i zij so lfbmfstg n rfzofi s gdnjrmfs n simgi buhln? i uroy n pftupy, o tf-

rjg ms znlru ei svi t , p r gmn e p rnv s avu n u t r-pimgi, spfofergbs? i fbpn miprgntifj n p riuonrzfvn gj bfdrf ei viofbumfs n eibmj z mnev.hl prgpfbfdmim sn Dflu? i ei lfbmftmiegi pflbnsvitfj ngof>dy eilf pmfj ? i bfdrfvfmi pfsahln

z asoy o Dflu g mnedflie gi s tvfrimgn ei viofbu-miegi n unhl tgaiegi n o f rfzonzfvn vioj omgi-n tj ? i pfofrm pfzmnmgi sidn t ridn vgnh vg,nof ladfofs vitohl vibfjfst? i prij l n n

ujtvfvn g f mnejimgi vanstm hloy znsaulueivgu pfhlvnau, nof bfden jfhm jist, sf zdrn-

fu v ruoi vnzg mnb jfhmjg vfesonjg, rfdg z-zrnoy n orgisg jtvyhl.

LANSN SLG.

F prgmhl, prif vih g mipfsubzueiji sprvmi n f spsfdi, o tf r j j i znhlfvn , ndy sj i ghl 2dri

rfzfzmvnag.

[rgmn, prif sprvmi mirfzfzmvnji vitoy spf-

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j imu t n j mfl gm vihg, spfvn v tfj, i lmi p rgprvfj pflnbi m n mi lu sg ghl znjgaueiji,, du m nmi znmivriji mimvgsfu? z tflf vypavn, i zntij.mim rbzuj mipf sub zuei gafl sp rvmi n tno , no st.

Ndy sg miupnban bf tfltf oanju, jne sn mn pfzfrin mnofof aim ji, znhlfvne sg svfeu vu. gst nsafdfbm fb mizrgnbimie asoy o noieofvio vihg,

N oi .spfzfruei no o fvi o pribjit,, rfzuj fjlf pfs n boanbmi f fj pfuvnue, prv mi sn

b mimvgsfu, no ei tvfegj prgrfbzimj moafmmf-stgn j prf tgvm, naidf asofu , n o tg psfd pgtfo,,pflm o tfju?, ndy sg lf hlhian naidf znvrl an .

Aidf vtib y rfzu j ei safdfbm, gst n j i pfzm nprnvbtf, aidf jai ei znnim mrugvfsfu? j i p ri-mgom ou gtn), uorytju pfb zbnmagvfu rfzoffu,, nai-

df o btfdru, znlnaimj u rofj zan.No sn vno vn u vfprib s asofu .naidf mimvg-

sfu mnoafm o mienoju pribjitu, rfzuj lf mijibfdri pfzmn, aidf pgfgigt,,. otfr jibzg rfzuj n riimp ribj it vorbga, tn o lf fvpayvm, i pfvnu ei p ri b -

jit zn gm, nof vf soutfmfst g ei ? n pribstnvji lftnotf va g , o tfr s g lf pftfj s vj zpnafj zn-jgauei naidf s mimvgsfu sn fb milf fbvrtg> p rf tgonbju zofmu n pfr gnbou rfzuju.

Rjgtf h g tjg rfzuj sn i ti v gnh zn tijm n tno tfzntij mim fp prib oanb vag spfj imut pribj it

nof mnevyie asoy naidf mimvgst , lfbm.[ritf no sn miznhlfv pfrgnbfo, f otfrfj sfj

sn zjgimga (n tf ei prg hiafj tfjtf hvgim mnmnevbaigt), t gitf bv i shlfpmfstg tftg rfz uj n vn,lfhg s ttno vdfrm n vzmiim, znm dgibmi dabgnof dy v o ru l u n s t ai up nbn baf> lus ti e hl tij m t nbf vgilf daubu.

Snrue sn tibn,, bhrn, vijg stnrfstagvf onbie mi-

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zrgnbimie moafmmfstg o noieofvio vihg , otfr dy s gsor boanbmi mivysonan svit afj rfzuju n lanvmisvitafj jgafst g n jfbag tdy n subofj svfelf buhlfv,mlf fthn n f otfrie dy s g mizgs t g an , i ei soutfmi

tno, nofgu sn zb.Hlhij, nady sg timtf pfrgnbfo znhlfvvnan prg mgi-

otfrhl zfvneahl ofmfhl, otfr s bfdri n zdfm,vgnh mi prg gmhgl ofmfhl? aidf midizpiimstvf, iin pfjagji n urfdji mirfzvmu vih, ei pr g tnj-

thl, otfr mnfof s bfdrg, vgi mi prg brulhl.[ritf g tidi jflay dy bnoiby spsfdg mijna

Xofbgu, g u dy af t ns, jgistf, jgiru naidf pfsau-mfs? vi vgiji, i j mfl, sn midizpimi p frm J vfhlvaylfbmhl n vijg svthl hvgimgnhl.

LANSN G\

I ti eibmn vih, J prie sn j us rfzuj hlrmg , ndy jflfa bfdri rf zf j j t.

Brul viq, prib otfrfu jji rfzuj hlrmg, eizvibnvfs? aidf oi lf znlrmgij i j yagimon j g of b.

agyjg, zgdytfmjg n mijgistmyjg, rfdji lf misp-sfdgaj mnug sn, f sn vgnh ton mlf fprnvbgvlfuj tvfv nm gn sn n bfofmnafstg.

[r t tf jus dy nof dy jtvn v ptrnm pf vi-hgnhl pfzijsohl, otfr pribsn m g i s pftridm, lf-

hg s g bfvfaim.N of aim j i ustnvgmi fdj ibzue svfe rfzujn jne v asoi eilf fhglubndfvnmgi.

O mfvgmoj n gzjimj vf sviti, b s jnaghlirmnaidf baigt, sprvne sn tno nof dy pri tidn mi.

eitvfvnay? oi sn tg v no pfmone , p fstnv sn p rf tg

mgj n zni ghl naiof fb sigdn

S td i hlp n midiso vib. du zbrnmagv n pf-

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ofrm n mihlhg pfzmn gm, nof uorgfvnmlf Orgstn ,eilf gvf t n sj r n tf , 3 ; fm sg gnbn fb tidn.

S itof fs tn tm br naiof fb sidn? aidf tno tf urf -d vio rnbfs D flu? o tf r j gau ei n v fdudi j thl, f fb milf gnbne n u midf lnbne aim tfof,f gj stn mn tq, ndy jgafvnag eilh= dfso bfdrftun pamgag eilf vu. Onb gm gnbfs n ptrnmgi eisidiagson, phln n fsbaf bgndan.

No sn =dubi sprvn tjgtf prgpfjgimonjg, du-

bi j h um gom .jmflj m strnl j ? aidf oi dubip ri co nm l nb (bgndfa) vgbgi, i t, f usgau e f bu.hlfvm gvft, jne lrbgmso n sgam vu, dubi hlhgiYdg ghl rfzuj', ndy sn tno s tna pmfj g rbzuju gvai,

[ritfg ghl nstf vdg bf vysfohl, gvhl n zvi-bnvhl pribstv, mnej no s dystrlf uju, violf

mnbnmgn n no ghl nlof s t rluei phln? aidf no s zn-uent rfzoffu n tjg vnlnjg?, f otfrhl sn gj jami zb, i v mghl pfvne Dfln, zndbne fgstg svf.ei srbhi, zndbne usgafvn sn f pfzmnm gi sidn n

f fprnvbgv sidnznpgirnmgi. Oi sn tn o tf bf stnm bffsbia phly, urfdgn sg jfbau z vanstmlf rfzuju.

U tflf vypavn, i hiaofj pfjnay n midnbnmi zn-mne jn prisvibimgi, i mipftridue rnby n pfu-fvnmgn fb gmhl? u sg mnvyoag prg onbie praigtfstg

utgion sn o jfbai vangstmlf subou.Ei tf s tnv vijg midizpim n vijg nof sn b

agig? aidf phln rfzuju ei fvin midizpimiegnnof p hl n vai ? oi i ei tf t g phln vai z ri ej vanstmj u rfzujY| rfzu j nl o f eu dub i j h eib -

mlf 'bn prisvibg, oflf jus pfsahln? nvno otfn nof dubi jh prisvibg tflf, otf ei sonafpivmigs t , i eilf mzfr ei aip nof mzfry brulhl ub6

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N ofi sn phbrbd s ub ou gmhl, oi glf mipf oanb mo .by zn tno bfdr nof svfe v ans tm6

No fof bui , tf t g rfzuj, otfrj sn jnan pri-zrgi n vygstg rnmn pmie vai, ei mizbrnv, saipn pam ti e gs ti e phly, otf dubi jh vyag phluvai 6

Oi sn svitaf s tn m i tj fu n oi prnvgbaf soanji,f pftfj dubi s fs tn tmj6

[rith sn jus znvnsu pfstnvg prftg tno midiz-

pimie phli, n tf p rv , mi t g p rim gomi n bf pgofvofst.

Ftup fstrgi svfelf rfzuju? nlof pfbrfd svfe m-zfr mzfru gmhl? s tncg sn dazmfj z asoy o Dflun dubi jbrie g an nof nanjm.

LANSN \.F hvgim vai en f hgiag, ou otfrju jane sjirfvnt

vitoy vmtfrm g vfmonegi ofmy.

Forij hvgimgn, otfr j vimfvn rfzuju, justno vgis svfeu vu, ndy sn vf vitofj pfbrgnbgan

zndimgu dfgiju n misjgi eu pfmihln v jfhg eietfd.

Bfdri s g znpnjtne5 Mij t g s tng gdn tf, ihliia n bd f tf, f ei Dblgu zv a jcca, nai j u stf hlhgi n rfdg nof dy mj pfdbnm pritf, ndy sgsn aim eiju zndgan.

Ru jgji tgi dfe, v nof vf vygi spfjimu-thl prpnbfhl, s mnfu prgrfbzimfsfu? tno vijgbd f sidn,, i vf vitohl, vihgnhl, v bfdrhl n v bu-hlfvmhl vgnh nof v gmhl, lnb vanstm pflfbagi nnEuadu, mgj g s n zn f dir n byhl tgv o j g n of p f o r-

jfj vdih mgi pfbfzrgvj[ ritf sn glmi pf mghl fdzirj i n hlhiji ghl,

aim f sn mj mnsoytm? mgi pri tf , i ms pfdbn

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vn dfgn, naidf ndy sji sn gdn Dfdu zndgag, aip ri 'bfdrf n uspfofeimgi, o tf r p aymgi z pfvibfjgn,i hlhiji gtgfg, f Dfd hlhi,

Rimtf oanj ei tj sorytie , , j aipgn ei snjnv sidi vih, otfr hlhiji. Bfofmhn g v tdi pf sn.jftmfj Dflu dvn oanj sidnasoy, aidf v mie ns tfvgnh lnbji svfe zueij n svfei bfdrf' nof vuDfln, o tfr v tfj j zndimgi n tf hlhi, ndy lfgjgtfvnag, p n fj gtgag n eij u sagag eibgmi p ri eilf

savu.Ndy s g vylan ti e tf pnshg , o tfr dy t g prionan

mn histi bfofmnafst g , n ndy sg mnvyoan vitof hlhgi

n ofmn nofdy z pfpubu dfgilf n s gs tj jysafjgdn Dfln snjlf sg ughtg n vypamg eilf vu (aidffm hlhi dy eibgm pfgntfo n ofmgih ongblf mlfsou tou n j y agimoy) , pfs tupue tj tf spsfdfj5 Ois n t g m nso y tmi m ieno vih, otf r Dfl hlhq, lmi mi

p rgo a n e o mie svfeu vu, n ai fdr m n ep rv svfuj ysi o Dflu, ndy sg vgbian, i eilf vfu eu hlhi,n tf pritq, aidf fm tno hlhi, n ndy sgg sn eibgmi eiju

zndgan.Rnotf tvfen vn, pfdbnm? n prgnlfvnm vfu

dffu, mihl s n pftfj rflfgbmi hlhgi t viq, pritfiDfl eu hlhi n t gi pritf, ndy sg sn eibgmi eiju zn-

d gan n eilf sg uh tgan[fbfdmi, oi hlhi fbvrlm vihg, o tf r Dfl m i-

hlhi, mifbjgitne ghl prv, oj miupri pflnb rfzVuju mn eilf dfgu vu, otfr hlhi, ndy sg ghl fb-jgitan, ndy g sn ju znpgan.

J us v n o vibgi,, i s j af zm j i so fo yp riconmi e prgrfbzimfst., o tf r nstf p ribstgi rn , l n -

bneh vby pftn efjoy snjn sidn, i ei v ms pflmt-on n hgi znpg sn Dilu? n mgi ei tfju tno.

[ritf nstf sn mj zb, i tf, f hlhiji naidf

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eim, oi sj Dfl j u priongz nagu gmmfs g ubnenofu hlfrfdfu, minstj naidf stvfrimj? n nstfznmi f j rn m n eibmf naidf' m n brul, d n bnoiby,mihlhij tfg nmg pfvibn, g mn snjlf Dfln. Rf ei

bfs ensm bonz, i eHlf jysia midfa vdih pfbnv&ai dfie, nai i pfhlbzna z pfonzimlf' n mnlmgtlf

ofrin n zoanbu.Aidf otfofvio ofm nof dy z pfpubu dfgilf n

ngdy sn aim Dflu zndga, mitg pf eibmie vit vgninof pf brulie , n ai hlhi eu aim vtiby? no sn Dfludg, ndy eu jna, n tf spsfdfj n v nsi?, nof ju eitf j ga? n zfstnmi rfvm nof spfof em n tghl, g euj nadf mgi? aidf vby bfsgnlmi svfe jysia n bi,

otfr midfa mg gm nof zndimgi dfgi

Du p ritf sta pflftfv, n bv ne pfssfr, nd y sg

v ito y svfei gmy vby usj irfvnan mn timtf bfofmnahgi.

N oidy sg bnoiby (nof vynbuei rfzpfafimgi tvf-ei e bui) hlhian vyofmn bfdr soutfo, ndy sg vylanpioiamj u tri s tu naidf v mbieg m n midf, j i itig prgtfj jn nof pfsaibm hgi zndimgi n vu df-gu. Aidf Dfl sg prnei, ndy sg mian bf pioan, nai ndy

sg vfgn bf eilf orv`tvn.M git a'fSion, o tf r dy j flfa bfofmnai pfzmn no

sgau n jfh j ttf pflmton? aidf noofvio soutfo,lfh ne hiaofj vibm n jnaghlirm, vyofmnm s jy-

safj zndg sn snjju Dflu n mn eilf savu, j(ndy sfj tno pfvibna) miofmimi vcggu himu nofjmfl gj, vijg vioie baigtfstg, n lfbmfty, otfr

sji vyofmnag diz tie tf pflmtoy.[ritf Dflu ei jga lna gir , o tfr bji hlubfdm,

j u aim pmitq, nady sj i t j urfdgag rnb fs eilf df-

soie viaidmfstg, nof ody sji sn pri gm ia,, lfhgnb pri ia bfsgnlmu midiso bfdr (f ei hgi mgiaim

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bfdr, nai mnmnev gnbuhg), pfzdnvgag vitohl, jn-ei tofv, g oid y dbay nofofvio vio.

Rftf sgagi ofmn vitof s jysafj aim Dflu snzndg dubi s n m j zpfgntou zbn no, nai stnm isn nloj nstj pfuvnmj n tj, i dubijinstf vzgdubgzfvn tdu pf snjftmfj Dflu n i du-biji pf fj byhltg sf gvfu asofu srbhn nof pfmgnebfofmnaiefj n eibgmfj svfefj bfdri, otfr sgsnjf f sidi znsag, ndy lf vitoy tvtry vylnbvn

ayg eiju sagay n mnbfvitof l jgafvnay. j nstie gi n j b oanbmiegi sn dubiji znf-

dirn vtnlfu n miofmim hl zsaulhl dfhl, t jvrhmiegi n nsgtiegi dub spfjimut ofmy vai? ntno nlgi n rhlaie gi mnvyomiji sg vitof rfdg sfzritifj n z asoy o tfju [mfvg , o tfr s g tf eibgmiznsag.

Ndy s g jflan z son ttf dfso pflmtou, upf-zfrueij n mnofmgih, i forij spfjimutlf hvgimgnj f u prfsgt Dfln vytrvnafu jfbagtdfu n jnstf uvnfvn f mispfitmhl bfdrfbimgnhl, otfr

mj priu o zn a n miu st ai priuonzuei , n tf aim z gs ti easoy n diz. vanstmlf zueju.

LANSN \GM giotfr vnEgy, otfr prgvbzne v u o tfju, ndy

v,f vitofj hlhian gdn dfgi zndimgi.

Ndy .sg jtlan nlgi prgvgis svfeu vu o tfju,ndy vfg vitofj hlhian gadn dfgi zndimgi n dfguis, rfsgpnjtvne n nstf mn tf, i D'bl n prvuhtga n jgafvna rzmyjg spsfdjg.

[ r g stv f rim tj,,, i n z mgflt stvf rga m n svfe

fd rnz n vi toy fs tn tm tvfry z nsn m n tf , ndy t g sagay .[rg vyopim tj, i mipfsana nmeian, nai svfelf

eibmfrfbimlf Xymn, ndy n vyopga, n tf mgi pfj g-

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mutimfu himfu zantn n s tr gidrn, nai svfefu pribrnlfuorv fu n svf efu (dfaistmfu n pf tup mfu sj rfu>.

[ftfj tj, i onb lfbgmu, dn onb fonjgl

fhlrnuei n prib5 miprgntijg? i dfeuei zn tidn sv'fefu jgafsfu, i m n tvfeu fhl rnmu n p ri p f o rj buij m iust ai pr ghlystnmlf svfelf j gafvnmlf X ym n vfXvgntfst g fa trmie . g tf mgi ei bonz misjgirmie htyn asoy, o tfr j vt gg tidi miofmim Dfl6 Ei tftno vio, i mgit mgoflf?, otf dy jflfa pfhlfpg, nof

sg tno vio [m vg ms dfgnofv n mnu dgibu.N j y mivgiji, f j j i rfdg, nd y sj i sn znv ngag

tnoie vysfoie Siaidmfstg , otfr tfof n tno viovihg pri ms ugmgan.

Aidt no zijso omgint pfvnue s g zn pfvgmmfsp rib sn s g uhtg bsfdy, o tf r s g ghl uhtgay, g oi s

hlubfdm n mzoilf rfbu nofi sn j j i znhlfvnj y dfgnhg vfg vij flhij u O rfvg visjru, o tfrs g ms tno vysfot him n tno vijg jgauei6

F orij tflf, f sj i pfvibnag!, mnb fv itof vb y j n ev gvie pnjtg , i dfso viaidmfs snjn f sidi mi-

ofmimi sg znsag, ndy sji sg eu uhtga g n eie sagagaim pri eie zndimgi.

LANSN \L.F vgnhirhl vnhl v afviofvg n f dfeg, otfr vib

rrgcgbzg sidefu.

Jiji pfvibn, i v tfjtf dfeg jji bvfenovu? prv ei vn rfzuju, otfr sn pritf vfa rfujfv n vy gn ? brul ei vn h g tu , o tfr sn vfamggn n hgtfv n fdynemi eu fzmnueiji safvnjg pub,gnbfstgvfs tian , h g t n vi ? oi i vn o sj i u b gn

fd bnrim gPzujfj n oi p rib sn vfnf hlhij i gd n hg-tfj, tf mizmnjim, i tf mnfzne hlhiji, oj vytgn.vn mifbfdr hlhim vih.

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[ritf hia m buhlfvm dfe spfvn lanvmi v tfj,i mn rfzujfv vu), mnhlbznehu sn nof dy uprf-strib jibzg vfu dffu, otfr ei mnb fu, n vfumgfj, tf tg vfu gbgrtgu, m iust ai df du eibm n du

brul? aidf onb z mghl usg auei sn prg t gnlmu euo sidi n ugmg sg eu pfbbnmfu n pfsaumfu.

N v no vba u tgp im gi n m j nl u mnenma m n pfgntoupfhtgn t, o tf r j n e z a zvyoy, oi sn rfzlfbmpfaipg svf e dizdfm gvft tj , i s n f b trlm fbsvitn n t gb ti an n fbbne sn asoi n s audi EignOrgstn .

Aidf zsnly dfie n tntfvie vai, miustai bfrn-e hi m n ghl vygu vu, s sgam n p rubo? n vygnvn sgami ghl pfhguei, prnvbn, mgi diz vioie dfaistg.

Rnotf bnf Xn miprglfb tj, otfr s fbbvmn

mn vy om ut mn mfstm n aidf lr gimy gvft n hlh tno tf naie pfornthgvn? aidf mfs tm ub gn nlof prgvfagndfie vag? l rgim g v n o s n diz fbpfru pfbrfdgn hgtf-vie vag.

M ihl sg v n o m go tf mimnj n, i j i bfsgnlmubprnvbgv orisnmso mfstg , naidf i ji sag Df-

lu, 'nof sn pntrg , no s g mihlhi rfdg fznestm msg a gi nzmn trnpy, otfr pfhguei, znmihlvneh svfei viog brfdm zudy, ou otfrj prv a gpmua pfzijsofu

asofu.N z tfl f vypavn, i aim j afotfr bfsgnlmu vrhlfa

bfofmnafstg,, aidf oi n m j nlf u prnocfgmnag ngi hly-dy , mihlh s g pftfj mfgdg msgagi n mihlh zm n dfaisgtg n utrp im gn, o tf r pfhgue vtiby, oi j usgn fbf-avn sofrf miofmimju jmfstvu vanstmhl hltfon mrugvfst gnj nlgilf rzu, o tfr s t ai mnb mgjgvnz gn n pfjnay sn zjfhue v aby n pnms tvn mnb

ghl srbhnjg.Jibz mgjg jfmf mes mgiotfrhl, otfr s hi mi-dir hubz j n ei tf o ) mf p rib sn p rag mij girmi j ggue

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tf vynbuei onb rfzuj. [ritf ne jgafvnm bhrn,upfzfrueij n pfvzdubzueij, ndy sg sg znjgafvnannofstg n utrpimgn, , otfr sf sidtgu prgmn prijln-mgi sdn, aiadf v tfj spfvn vi tof ? n t j gstiegin sofrgi dubi vnzstvf, j jfhmiegi sn znjgaueibf nofst , otfr zngntfmofj prgmn mfs n dfe?n no dub i vgnh j gafvn nofst g n mnj lnv dfe no fvnzstv n mfstg , sor vitof bfsgnlmi.

L AN SN \ m g .F spsfdi dfen pr f tg sj yso vj lmutgnj n f ofmfhl,o tfr j us vzdubzfvn v n, ndy bfsgnlan s t ay s tn v

mfstg.

Oibyofvio mn tvfeu rfzujfv vu bfrn vnhgtu n vn dfgn, pritfi onb sn usgauei mnb fuzvnzg, j u s s n hvgg rzmy j g spsfdnjg, ndyv tidi hiaofj zvnzgan dfgn vn.

[ f p rv 5 O i n mnpnbm n dub mn tidn bfrnsjysYfv Lrmutgn,,, j u s gj j um i fbpfrfvn, nd y gjvygn vn miprgvfagan.

[ f brul? [ftfj , oi tgi tf lm ut gn pris tnm, vzdugfl v sidi mnmfvf., ndy sg ghl jfglan pftang tj b-oanbmiegi n s vfu sgafu.

Dn vyzvg ghl bf dfen pf t ri t rnz , ndy s g s g mnvy-oan fbfln ghl s pflfrimj n fpfvrimj.

Rgitf bvi vzvy bf dfen jji rfdg prg vitohlmizrgnbimhl gnbfstgnhl f orij l m u t ti aismhl, f o tf .rhl dubiji lfvfrg mn pntrgmfj jgisti.

Ofmimi jus v sidi vzdubzfvn fpnm ofmyp rf tg onbie svf eie l rgimie vmg)

M nsaibuehg proanb aipgi t g v itof f d en sm gN zb n tf gn m n ti d n l m utgn mitrpizagvfstg>5 n o sn

fdrtg bf svfelf vmtrn n dubi bvn bfdr pfzfr,

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zdnb, i tgif* lmutgn ustnvgmi bfrne mn vyguvu, ndy sn o mgj mnoafmgan n Xj pgrgvfOn.

Nof prv ofm sprnv tf, i sn fptfvmi vzfeprgiprnt onbj u lmgugtgggu, no f aim j i n mn agil n e m n

svfeu vu, ndy mibnan o mgj slansM ip ristn dfefvn bftgn, o j mingast, i miprgn-

ti, sofrf vyirpnm n nof (dy jtvy, sn vzbna pri-jfim.

B ne Sno pfzfr, bhrn, m n bgndafvu pfbafs! O izdnb, , i sn lrbgmsoy drmgji prftg lmutgnj bnotfrie

vmi, mgiaim i ghl pristnmi v ms vidubzfvn, naioi u pfvstnay, usg auei sn ghl iti ut g, nd y sj itjtf hvgimj mizsonag mntrvnafg prftg tie vmg f

pnm mfs? forij tfl f hlhi, ndy sj i upnbag bfpnshi jrmfjysim'hcitg n phly, oi m j f d rn tmib vibgi, i sji nof ubntm dfefvmhg nlof zmggagsvfeghl miprgntifv.

[ritf priebg bf brullf, dfen? fdmfv v jysagn vzdu v sidi t gi j yagimoy, o tfr n rfdgay mitrpiza g-vfu, n tf tno , i sn n tfgprnvbu b f tom v sj ysafviefdanstg? n pftfj glmi ns ti ej g of mj g vai n s v -

fu sgafu nof pribtj pftan tgitf svfei lmutgn.N pritfi t gitf lmutgn jysai mijji v bfofmnaie

mimvgastg g oi fbj gitnj i svfeghl m ip rgnti aPv vibgnh,i rfdji bgfgdri n dflujga, pribsn sn vystnvueijimidizpiimstvu, i dy ms gmfoiby jflay prijh?

p ri tf j u s p rf tg m gj tfg pf. t r i t rnz n j us ghl

zn lmn naiof fb sidn mgiaim s fbpfrfj, n ai s fp'yrl mu tj nd y sg ghl mnofmgih zmimvggbian n nd y sntg zlmusgy.

Ndy sg jflan ofmimi fzbfdg n zbfofmnag svfeubuu mfstmjg zvyojg, jus vzdubg vmtfrm of-my, otfr hiao'fgj fbpfrue tvfegtj mizrgnbimj gn-bfstgnj.

O i hlhi pami zson stay s tnv trpizagvfstg , mi-

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stn, i sn hvg v spfjimuthl trfhl spsfdfhllfen, oi mgiotf fpfvrlueh tidfu b v n t g bvtbo mitrpizagvfs] nai j u trp im pfglbimgi iti n ehlhgi n)e j gafvn n tgg, 5nady n fp t j gs t j sp

ftffj n t gst fsfdn urnan? j fnovn n hlhgizmgn iti lfrgi vihg.

Bvfb,, prif tnotf fpnm ofmy mn zbfofmnf-vnmgi sn v mfstgnhl s pftridm, ei v tfj, i gmofmy, nofofvio pfitm n sgam, mistngn mn vy.

trlnmgi ofrifv, pt t a gnbghl miris.[ritf (ndy sji pfornfvnag v tfj gs tfj proanbi)

X oi mnj g pflbne,, j y m is l ansj i s lmgugtbangjg mi-trpizagvfstg, dn p rft g m gj dfeueij i spfj imutj g trf j nspsfadnjg? n o sn vno mimnuj i j mflj g n ns tj gofmjg tf pflbnmgi jgafvn n z milf sn tig, midu-biji sn jh mgoby pfzdnvg hlydy mitrpizagvfstg?mitrpizagvfs tftg, pritfi ei znafim mn moafmmfstg

pf v anstmie vmfstg, vypavn z l rzy prib pflbnmj .

N bfogne timtf lrgimy ofri gei, miustai imgivlfmoy, gtnoi mfs zfsandmi, dn bnoiby eu g hiaofj

znbu, forij tflf br ms v ustnvgmfj midizpiim-stvi, i fp pnbmiji prg. prvie praigtfstg, otfrs n jgn(soygtgmi

U gtflf vypavn, i diz spfjimuthl tpnmhl ofmfv mfstg mgoby miduabiji jh bfsgnlmu fprnvbg-v n stau m'fgs.

M izndbnej i naie, i tgi tf ofmy j n e dy tn oOnst n v tno f j pfti, nd y j flay mnf zne zmgg lrgi mygzvyo? aidf nof sn timtf zvyo zjfhmga mlf srbhntj, i sji phlna g jmflf z ahl soutofv, tno znsnjmfljg fpnmjg ofmjg jusji l 'f z milf vy-

trlm, ndy sji jflag bf milf mnsnbg mfstm zvyo.Dn iti pfvgij, i tridn vgnh bfdrhl ofmfv mn

zsonmgi mfstmhl zvyofv, aidf ghl mipfbpfruei

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lrgihlfj mnonzim prgrfbzimfs, nof tf rfgd prg utv-rnm lrgimilf zvyou.

O tfju, f sji u bftirnz pfvibnag, , prgpfeueij,i no Hmfs, v otfrie sn prvi hvg, tf vynbuei,

j rfdg vfmonegi ofmy, slfbm s ofmjg vmtfr.mjg, nof ei (ndy sji Fbstnag prg tfj gstfj proanbi)uvnmgi jgirmyhl n asonvhl safv? n no ji, pf-sag tfju,, otf tg nojofvio spsfdfj urfdga mi-preij mfs n prftgvimstvf

N lfhg dy ne t gitf ofmy, vmtfrm naidf zfvm-tfrm, dfay naidf sn zbnay bfprivbgznm s tnofu buVivmfu mihlufu, i sn t g zb, i ghl rfd hiaofj

p rf tg svfeie vag, p rib sn ghl misj gi v m genof j p rp nbiznmihln, aidf n pfsgaue n vzpruure v dfeg, unl-ue t histf o vnzstvu, lfb s nofofvio sYnd.

S ij g 'bdne n s stri sn m n tf, nd y sg dfefvnanmgiaim prftg vioj n jfhmj lmutgnj vm , ai ne

p rf tg sFandj n jnajg, fmy f tv rn e fisgtu>viojvmgnj, gz otfrhl sn pftfj rtftgn v ms lrgimizvyoy.

N oi i bn o tf r j af sn s tn rn ag f vyofrimimgi b rfd-

mhl l m u t vgtn zf svfeghl stbh, stnaf1 sn gj, oi udfag p rij fdag vggi l m u tgn ti e gstie vmi, i dfagmifnovnmi fb lf gs tlf miprgntin pruboiegimnpnbmut n midizpimiegi nof pribtj prijfim.

Dn iti t g (prgpfjmnj,, ndy sg bdnan ne mn ujtvf

vnmgi n prijlnmgi svfeghl tfd pf' vihgnhl bfvfai.mhl, nai mgi mivylmutmhl, aidf tj zson vinbfdrlf n dubi vgnh n vgnh mnoafmim n fhlftm

p rij l n sn v gmhl vihgnhl, dubi u b n tm i e gn n fd-rn tm v dfeg prf t g pfouimgnj, vylmi rfzj nmgtjmstrnlj bgndan n urfd tno vih vijg jga [mfvg .

Ftvfrimi tg lfvfrj, bhrn5 No dubti v thltfvmyhl n sv thl hvgimgnhl v pri tvrnm n prij-lnm sidn pfstupfvn mnzmnimj spsfdfj, ugsu-

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mizji prftg vag mgie n prftg svfegj miprgntifj,p ritfi mipfhgu ei v sidi pivm vu p rf tg mgj , duaim piv m n m ip ristn dfefvn, aidf s n j u s s tai

pfvnfvn z n v nzn, bhogne mivgi u rgti , i s g pfb-

nlan.Aidf ngoft jnn vy gn vn mip f tridu ei vu mggu,,

nady jflan vyofmn svfei ofmy, tno nmg miji dybfmtim, lfhg m n u mggn v n vij g prub of bf rnndy sn ei e vzbnan no f prij fim, bfogn snj n mihlhi.

Dfl tftgtf fdbnrfvna mnu vu tno'fu safdfbfu

n sgafu, i g oidy viatoy sjysay sf viatojgg>b gndanjgn s hiaj svitfj sn vyzdrfega g n prftg mie spgoag | , ndy

p rf tg m i e dfefvnag n tangag m n u sf vi to j g svfegj gsg anjg, ji sn pribsn gj mn vzbfry hiaofj safdfbmirfzlfbm hlhgi naidf mihlhgi vitof', f hlhi naidfmihlhi, ofof rzy hlhi, oiby hlhi, nof hlhi n zniafj] o tf r s n ei e v gn h gEdQ

N oidy n bnoiby . t tf miprgntia gn mnpnbag n mntitfn bfagilnag s tnofu prubofsfu,, i dy tvfen vn

dfan sofrf zafj im n mij nan dy (ndy sf j tn o pf-vibna) sgay vzdubg bneno ofm fpnmlf hlhimgn,,

mistrhne fbvnlu n mifblnbzue zdrn, nai v tnofjtfp rpnb i p'fa sg enzyofj n d r sn tn o tf lfvfrgnh5

Mipfpustj, mihlhij n! rfd nof afvio, otf-rlf mnpnbmi miprgn ti n pivmi lf br? oi lf mi-ji ubarggi fsgtrj jin, ubir lf ruofvfu.

N nEof mnpnbmut smn sn fbsofg, ndy jflfa

tfmon ubirg fstr j jin, , tno g ty sn ut gnlmg bfsidnpfzmnmgn,, i tf tg mg mgi sg n m g mizji,n s bvirfu v Dfln , o tfr vi tof ji , bn e rnmumiprgntisoie vmg , vrnvgnh5 [fj jg, [nmi, pf-j jg, Dfi je, pfj jg. Eig , Jrgn, ndy sfj

ei e mipfbnl an!No tg miprgnti bfprnei nsu, ji pfsgamg san-dfs vai n e t j , i s n u tgio n f pfjafh o rfzuj u.

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uvnueh f rfzagmhl spsfdfhl, otfr vzprugn vun bne eie s g au prftg miprgntifj. Mnproanb5

[r g bn enofj mins t n aidf t rpim tno jfhmi mntidn bfagiln mitrpizagvfs, i tvfen vn sofrf mijinaidf mihlhi lf zmn, tib'n pfsgaggccg eu. tj, i dubitnotf naidf pfbfdmi uvnfvn5

[f prv5 YvnEue, cg. s znsag zLq, otfr zmn,p ri tfi s g j u bnan praigtfs? aidf n o sg lf znsag,ei vifdihmfu pfgnbnvofu sprnvfbagvfstg, ndy sg

trpizagvf zmnan t rnmu, otfr s g s g urfdgan vanst-mjg ruonjg .

[f brul5 No sg hiaofj diz vgmy, fdr svfei jy-agimoy mn gm svfei pfoaisoy, zn otfr n Dfl itimgipfonrlna, ngmgg sg ghl njn| nof sng pntr, mipftristnan.

N oi i SgabX, i Df l v f svfefj j gafsrbimstvi zn-j imga t g vim naidf nsm, nai fgsthfv tr i s t znmi zn jna go t ris t mn tfjtf svi ti , j lf pr g enmgiaim rnbn, nai g vzb vn v noy.

[f' tritgti5 Oidy sn tg vno zbnaf, i sg sn pragonenan n jaf fdrnzgan viaidmfs dfgu (f vno mi-

sjgi mgoby prgpustg), vtiby pfjysag mn tf, i bforfv stvn dfgilf sn vhlbzn gdn zofu drmfuutrpimgn

[f tvrt5 G oidy `g jflan vfes bf milf gmfu

histfu, pfbn pronzu asoy mijnan dy s g mn tf nmgpfjysagi, aidf X ym Df sf v ito j g mvfegj g p rgn ti-j g n aimj g vfgia tn j hiz tm gi n ori.

[f pgnti5 [arg tietf g prg fstntmhl praigtfstgnhlj jn mn zri ti a g vu tvfelf Dfln, o tfr z asoyo tidi, mivsafvmi s n ti g z onblf ofm u mfstg n si.dnznprimgn, oi n vgb rfd g ghl pritf , nd y s g eilf

aso u fptfvnan no f eil n virm, n ubntm, dfefvmon. Ndu prisvibim, i j mifbvfbmimiegi dubi u trp i-mgi n j pfm guehiegi dubi j gistf, tbogn prghl bzn,

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n pritf tj dfaistmiegi n ngi dubi pri tidn zgmnlf, tj vgu rnbfs spsfd [mfvg? aidf ne vfvihgnhl mizrgnbimhl n pri tidn tj trpoiehl dubishlvnfvn n jgafvn eilf dfgu vu n rgnbimgi,

v o tf rfj onb p r lfbn , g t o tf r s n mj zbhiaoftj prftg prntvgbaj, vypavn z mnebfofmnaiegilfzofmn n pfrgnbou.

LANSN \S.M giotfr upfzfrmimgn tf spsfdi dfen n mnej, QaQfj,

prftg anfju n s pgofu 'jffj trid n dfefvn .

Bhrn,, u sg vgbian spsfd, nof tridn dfefvn, ndysg prijflan sidn snj n fzbfdgan sn mfsnjg.

No hlhi rhlaiegi n nlgi zvnzg mnb svfegjgmiprgntijg, tno vibz, i mngj tg dfefvn n tf onb

bi, m nej prftg' sidiasoi, ndy sg mn vy oan j n znjgahl prgntifv pflbnmgi n mipreijmfstg , otfr t gji spsfdg svit.

N prvi pritf , i mn timtf dfe mibdji naidf lfpfbhiueij i) s tvnaf sn n s t v n (nof sfj vygi m n -zmnga), i vnzstv s no, zrgibonv, mibfofmna

n mistai.[ ri tf n upfzfrueij,, i tvf e dfe j d y vibim

s ubntmj bulfj, otfr nlof bfsgnlmi, no dubif prfsg Dfln5 no, jneh mn jysag zrgvfs bgndan,Eilf misjrtim mimvgs, vio pfit eilf ofv nvfeno,, pribsn mizndubmi, i miofmimi vgn ei df-gn bfdrftn n ason, o tfrfu n jgauei ? i ei f jmflfvgnh midisohl nmeiafv n jfbagtgid svthl, otfr df-eu e m n m nie strnmi.

Rnotf vnly bnay s g au prijmflj s andj imj,tnoi prij flay n pfrnz gay vi tou j fh n j brfs

svitn,, vitoy tfoy tian n zrgvfs pioan.[ ri tf sn m goby misj gi non, g oidy sn t g bnoibyibnaf, i tfo miprgntifv sn vijg zfsgauei, i j

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t rv n hiz hia gvf t n i t g lrfz s rfzagmhl str mmidizpiimstvf sofrf gstlf pbu? aidf forij tflf,f sji u pfvibnag , jus vibgi, i viton jfh n vi-bfj fstg .mnghl mip rgntifv s v ruo hl ml f d fso-

lf Siagtin, zn otfrlf is dfeueiji N pritfi msmivsafvmi jgaurei n sj ms pimagvi vfa bf dfen,mgiaim i mgoby mibfvfa , ndy sg dfan prijfim, nai

dfeueh z n tidn,, pfbgj nm tg tvfeghl miprgntifv, oisn ju zndg? dubi tf aim pri tvfe v zgso, oidys tj nona n bf pfsaibmlf bn tvfelf gvftn.

Fb t i d n v y n b u e i ti m tf , n d y s g v i o f b u m i d f e f -v n a n ? n o s n t g v g n h rEU p r g l f b , i d u b i p f r n m i m g n -

b n , n d y sg> m g o b y m i f b l f b g a n z d r n n m i b n a n s n m n t i o .

Ofmimi, ndy sg ubntmi dfefvnan, jusa vibgi, i

tfj utf dfeu mijfmf s n vylm n i onb dubiv fj znent n utngnrtim, otf mihlhi dfefvn.Forij tflf jji bf gmimgn s miprgntijg tnoie

pfvnly n tn o mimvgstmj g,, i mij fmf fb mghl v-dih fnovn nmg pfofe nm g prj irgi.

LANSN \SG .N of j dfefv/ro Orgstfj glmi vns no= vstpg emn

dfegti.Aim f sn rmf zfdub , mnprv uprg svfe vmtfrm

zrno mn unnatvfrij flrnbu, v otfgrie sn g rty mnhl-bzn n obi ei zofm, i ot midfeuei , zfs tnmi mnvby

jtvy.[ribstnv s g , i v tie tf flrnbi vgb prib sidfu

s eibmie s t rnmy tflf miprgn tin n svfeu z a moafm-mfs, prftg otfrj hlhi dfefvn, nof s vyzdrfeim,ndy n pfrnmga g n usjrtg a g , mn prnvie s trnmi svfelf v-nzmlf vfbhu Eign Orgs tn s eilf prisvtfu jntofu

[nmmfu Jrgfu, spfau sf svfe j pribrnlj smdim.hfj sv. Efzicfj, s jmfljg zs tupjg nmei afv n sv-thl, n m nej sf sv. Jghlnafj nrhlnmeiafj ? m n nvie

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strnmi pioiamlf bgndan s eilf pfjfhmojg, ndy rfz-mihfvnag spfj imut tvfeu vi n nd y n mndbna g

prgvfag eie.[rg tfj sn t g dubi zbn, i pfuei nosg lans , nof

dy J ns svfelf nm ei an strhu , o tf r gtg tn o tf lfvfr5Bmis j dfebvn prf t g tfjut n prf t g gmj svf-

egj miprgntifj . M ihl s n tvfei srbhi m ino n mihlmistrhn fbvnlu? mibl ju mg enof miustupuei nmg zfstrnhlu nmg pri gm vih, aidf m [m n tvfe viag ti ei

tu s tidfu gs tjgtf savmyjg ojg n dubi dfefvnprf tg S itoj tvf egj m iprgn tif j n mibfvfa, ndy nprij flag sgafu naidf pfbvfbfj. A im du pivm, rfdsg msgagi n zm ne u trpimgi, otf r Fdns pfhtg , oisg dubi rfdg msgagi. nstf vf ane z l adm s rb h n svfelf*[mn, [nmmu Jrgu n vitohl svthl, Stiby hiaofj

urgti zvnz. N o sg sand n j l rgimi zvyoy , n oei vin tvf eghl miprgntifv n s j fhm, tn o vibz ifvin vgn ei pfjfh tfdq, otfr n s tvfrg a n vyo-pga? mnbfvitof v no n diz nolfofvio pfrfvmnmgnj fhm ei tvf e Dbl, o tfr j pivmiegu vu spnsgn, nof miprgnti zntrntg n. Aim dfeue n mihl n

midfag, i t rp ? vi z mj nly, z m s g agn prf t g tvfe gjlrgimyj moafmmfstgnj n z utrpimgn, otfr pfhgueizf zahl zvyofv, rfb sn vnzsgtvf n vio pfoanb, znotfr `g znbfvg midiso orfvstvf n buu mnvioyXpfe s Dflfj

Unmg dfefvn v j imi dffj zdrnnjg mib viryv sidn n bviry v Dfln, s jfbag tdfu n hvgimj, vy-zvneh bf dfen miprgntin n svfeu za moafmmfs,otfr sg sf (rfzlfban pfbn vygi uvibimlf pfrgnbou

prij h? r n z eu p f tgi rn e mimvgsfu', gmfoiby vzdubzf-vnmj ofmfv fpnmie mfstg , vgnhmsfdmj sjrti-

mj birfj, ndy s g G tno urfdg an rnbfs [mfvg otfrs hiafj vnzmfu Hgrovfu prgzir mn tvfe dfe.

Fp tg lfvfrj, i cca misjgi nof pngbm dfef-

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vn no uv g pfvgmmfs, o tfr j j i vithg, nd ysji Dflu sagag n zndga sn ju? n rjJji dfetvn,aidf mijiji utgih z tfltf lfen diz rm n vanstmiesjrtg , D pfvgij tg iti, i oidy sg hlhian nof zdil

utgih fb D fln n fbbn sn sv itu n tiaismj rfzofgnmeibmnof t g dubi tri d n dfefvn s prij mflj g p rf tgvim-s tvnj g, tno i ns t pft pf oryei tvfeu tv r n sj rtimofs primgomi tvfei srbhi.

Yv, no dy tf lfaf dazmfvstvf vzgn mn sidnttf nrhlu n tftf trpimgi, otfr mj psfd fvin

vtgu nrhlu n trpimgi, spfeim sf sjrfu, otfr mg-oby misofm aim pritf, ndy sg vylan trpimgu, otfrznostof pfjgmgi n mn vioy ms spfe s Dflfj vfvimie danimfstg.

L ANS N \SGG.F pfrgnbou, Jft tridn snhdfjt v tfeg prftg lrgimyj vmgnj.

J mflf zai mn tfj, nEdy sj i pfzm nag pfrgnbfo ,otfr tridn znhlfvn, no hlhiji dfefvn, nof sn pnVtrg , n mgiaim mnlfbgai n pfvrhlmi, nof tf jmfl rfdgn

mn svfeu ofbu. [frgnbfo dfen prftg tvfegj miprgnti-fj n lrgimyj moafmmfstgnj ei tnotf5 Sstpg bfsvfelf srbhn n s tnrfst a gvj vyitrfvnmj zgs t , nojya gimoy n moafmmfst g lf fdoafpue n otfr vilf J vmi fv abn n zmsg auei? n p rftg ti e tf vmgvizj g m nep rv zdrnm i n znpfmg dfe.

N o i n mn pn bm gm. miprgntiagn,, vb y j us d f -efvn p rf tg miprgntifvg, o tf r n p rv i gmmi mnp bnn dizprfstribmi mn ticfn tf? pftfj sn vr o lanv-mju pfbuentgu.

LANSN \SGL

Nof ftarpfjyvn mlayj ljgtgnj vm.Ndy s g mnvyoan zmn mlai biry urfo n aidf

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gmhl mipreijmfst, aidf iti mgi gsg mn tf mnuim,mnvyomg> sg pribvbn ghl n pftfj ghl nstiegi hlhgin fnovn gs prgprnvimfu jysfu.

Xpsfd pribvbn tgitf lmutgn spfvn v tfj iuvg s tnv svfeghl vm n pf rfzj n tgi f fsfdhl,s o tfrj g sn Xtritmi n obi sn s m gj g s t ri tmi ? i tflfpftfj n l o f dubi j h usbg, f s n t t j i p r g-lfbg.

N oi sn t g pr glfb noofvio gm p rft gvm vih,

m n o tfr s g m i j y s ai a j i s g pfsag tgi tjtf=spsfdfj, prnvbn, forij pfjfhg, otfr t g pfsoytmisoutfmfs, i j jysi prgprnvim mn ' t gi vihg, otf-r sg pribvbnan.

Aim f znmi pfhgfvn prv biry profrgn nadfgmie mipr eijmfstg , bdne mn t t ndy sg jnan s g au pf-

zbvglm svfeu jysi o Dflu? uvnue f eilf miv-safvmie bfdrftgvfstg n asoi o tidi, s otfrfu tg pfsgianttf mipr eijmfs, ndy sg sn tj aipgi fgst g an , o mi-j u prgdagan n s mj s n spfegan, oi dubi tftf zmnz asoy o miju.

N oi p'bzm, i sn Dflu vij g pg nd y sg tfprf tgvimstvf zmnan,, fd r sn gsnjn o sidi, rf d sgvgtoy n lfvfr? [rifi mihlhi mgis timtf or,otfr t g mipfsgi an mgotf gm nof tvfe midiso Ftih6Fdr sn pftfj ou or u pr g ejg lf f jfmf s mn e-vfu trpizagvfsfu n rnbfsfu v rnv gnh 5 o r ,

p rgp rnvim dffu prfzritimfsf u prv , nof sfj endfan! o r , 'fsanbim sanbofu asofu j elf Y orgf-vnmlf! Mfi, prgoagmhue j n m n sidn ndy sfj sn,jflan fbfvzbn tfju, otfr jn sjrfu mn tidi vy-

opga.

N oi dy s g lmi m n pfgntou mij flan pfvzmgissvfeu j ysb o Dflu, pritfi s n n zj fhuei vi,

d n dfan dy s g zrnmim , p rib sn sn usgau e urfdg ti m tf

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ofm f mnesor, nof oidy sg vdih midfan dvnan pf.rnmim.

M negmmiej agiofj p rf tg 'tj tf ml ayj lmu tgnjei f m n eso r fbstrm g p rgmu z o tf ri e pfhlbzne.

R no oi zdnb, i p ri a sou o mi enoi e vih g upn-b bf malaidf b uivm lf mipfotgen,, n o n b no tfv tietf vihg znmi fdnfvn, vtiby sg mnerhlaiegi

pfj i tno , i s n usgau ei m nvyom sg fbstrnfvnnoofvio moafmmfs o mi].

Ngo vno tnotf mipfofe mivyvfavn vih, nai fsfdn,otfrie g mnejim 'gm n fdnuei n lmiv) n tf aimp ri tf , i eu mij i zmgis, tu mneaipj agiofj dugbi,mnoafmg vu o asoi n fdudi tietf fsfdy, n tf mgi-aim pritf, i ei nof ty s tvfrim, vijflhfu dffuruof u n v yo pim tfu gs tfu dffu orv fu n ai n e pritf ,

i tg bvn praigtfs (no eu zmisgi,) prgpfbfdmg snsvfej u [mfvg, o tfr ei o u vi toj asonv n bfdr .

LANSN \G\.F spsfdi dfen prfg tiaismie miristg.

[rftg ti e tf mirist g jus dfefvn fsfdgtmjg n gm-jg spsfdjg nof prft g fs tn tmj hlydj.

N dy sg vibian sp rv mi dfefvn, j us bdn' m n tr gfdbfdgn5

p rib pfouimj ,p rg pfouim n

pg pfouim.[ rib pfo uimj dfeueij i prftg prgmj , otf rfdynemi vyvfavne tgitf pfouimgn.

[ f prv5 J us df efvn mgi tno , i s n pfsgtnvXzfg.vfg tietf miristg , nai i sn zf vitohl sa vyl-dn o nb ie prai gtfstg n fsfdi, fb o tf ri e dy jflaf

p rs f aim mnej imgi midizpiimstvf.N oi bnoiby j us s tno j g vihnj g n aidf fsf-

dnj g eibmn, eib m n e s m gj g f mnerhlaiegi, sf so rf j -

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mj n vmyj vrnzfj mn tvr g ? tvfei s afv mihl.s sor brsm nof zdytfmi asonv n mim.

Nmg mn tf sn mispfagilne , i (prg s tyou s urgtjgfsfdnjg naidf vihnjg) mipfhguei naidf i sg u tf-

o rfoy mipfhgfvnan lmutgn sjysiamfstg , aidf ttfp ri o agn tn miris urfd z n lfbgmu tf , f mij flan vy .ofmn zn jmfl rfoy n nstf svfei mgs ' trfei mnhly-st pbtnefjoy, tj vgnh mgj uofb n mizlfegtimie gi zrnm , j sn mj zb pr gn tisoie gn n j jim-gi vzdubzuei pfbfzrimgn.

Dn ns tf vgnhie sn t ridn fdvn tnohl s tyofv(nof tf mirnz sosimfs bfoznan n miusta bfon. u ei) , o tfr sn rfd gn pfb rofrm bfvfaimfstg, no p r-duzimstvn naidf pfvgmmie saumfstg, p rpnbmi mfstg,otfr mnhlbznji u jgafvnmie afsftdy, Bf nstlf n

mirfzvmilf' sgtyogu pfjnay jin sn tftg eibfvntsjysiam rfzof, otfr Dn pfjnagoy n midnbnmi rfz-agivn n oi prim gomi n b f trf d bui,, stai vgnh nvgnh zntijuei rfzuj, /tnoi zn mg znmiji pfvnf-vn midizpim vihg, dfstm pflnby, vzefjm mi-m ri g n zudy z thltf rfzlfvfrfv? n tno tf pf-zvfmn upnbmiji ofmimi bf sonzy naidf bf mieno-lf n nof zbfantimlf pfouimgn.

Fp gtgg vrnvj, nedy se ugtionEan,, aidf sn nlof zn-pag no f oht? mibvirue sg, p ritfi sg j f o r nhiaofj mnpamim vibfu bfdrie n pivmie vai, rfzlfb-

mut n lftfv rnbie zfjrgi nof urnzg Dfln? aidftj i gsn nstf s ton s flfj, pfjnay svfefu lf-rfsfu vsu v tid i vf bu bfadrie vai. N oimnejimie Fnovn, vtiby n mnpnbmi n midubi ln-bgi nmg mn prduzimstvf nmg mn prgntistvf. Midubisn d Dfln, midubi sg vg is, dn nmg gvft naidf

pioiam tri s ty . [ ri tf u tio n e, aim u tione, n o mihlhidy mnfzne priovnpim, z n en t n u sj rtim.

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[f brnl5 Syldne sn zlnoi n bvne pfzfr , ndytvfei jyagimoy n gmy (dfay tvfeju stnvu prgjirnm.

[f tritgi5 Mgoby mifbpfrue svfegj pribstnvimj,nai fhlftmi gfl pfsahlmg n rhlai urfd tf, f tg ou,

mnej fhlftmi urfd tf, f n pfofruei n f sn mnevgnhp rf tgv tvf ei e vag n prgrfbzimie moafmmfstg.

[,f tvmt5 Mgoby fpfvagvi mipfsubzue svfelfdagmlf, n tf l anvmi z tietf , miristg? n oidy n e zenvmimgiotf upnbfa , jne s m j trpmfs n mipflbne mgj?mijne lf mn pfsjgibl, nai irpne z tflf fvfhgi pfofry

n pfz mnmgn sidn snj ie, pfvnueh sn zn p rnhl n zn mg?fdr sn v jfbag tdhl o Dflu n vyldne sn vgnh nof

p rib t j styofj , obi pfdnb f aim tu midizpi-imstvn.

Aidf no dubi fbgsubgz'vn daggmlf n mj fpfvr-

lfvn, Dfl n mnprnv mn tvfeu vanstm ofbu, itftg bfvfa t g upnbm bf tflf gs tlf lrgihlu n tnosn spnjtn zf sv 'beie phly, ndy sg tnotf pfofrimbfstnan a gio mn fdgbvi tgitf miprvfstg .

No vno miupnbmi , n ai nmg mizjim svfei sj-nmgi, gpftfj vib, i tgridn vmi pfhlydfvn f tvf-

efj buivmfj stnvi.[f pgnti n pt s aibm5 Bfdri s g znpnjtne , i no

zgst v sidi bneno buhlfvm bnr n rnbfs z vihuhlfvmbl, mijne v sidi bneno jrmgv zndi-mgi n mimnjne 'sg, i vfnf zmnjim n i tvfegmiprgntiagn midub vgnh prftg tidi dfefvn, pritfi

sn tg zb, i sg mnb mgjg zvnzgan fbpfrfj, lrzfun mimvgsfu? aidf no dubi prgtm mifpntrm] nlofupnbmi.

S nsi pf ouim gn uvnue, g pfhl bzn z pfl mtfovmtfrmhl naidf vfmonehl.

[f b vf mo nefu pfl m tofu rfzuj gij zvibnvfs f,u , prilmnm stnrfst a gvfs f nty, bvirm s tyoyn rfzlfvfry,, otr ms pfvzdubgzue o tietf mirisgta.

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S thltf (prpnbfhl agiofj ei pfistmfs n so rf jmfs? mihlhiji ntmg vgbgi 'nmg pfu tno vihg, otfrms pfpubzue o ie tn miris t ? u tioji prib mgjg ,nof sfj vygi pfwibnL.

Smtfrm pflmton prnjim du v duemfs t g ti andu v j yagimonhl, pfhlbznehghl z mnghl zahlzvyofv naidf tgi z bgndfasolf mn ip ov nmgn.

Duemfs tiagn mngj ujtctvgbvng pfstnjg,, bfdrfvf-mj utrpimj, brsmj r&hlfj, dbimj n gmjg tno-jgtf tvrbfsnjg, nof ghl rnb fpntrmfs n pfsaumfs.

f gsn t o n jyaggaiffo, mi hl u pf hl b zne z o nbiofvio, prfstrgiboy s tgitf5

Unfdirn sn rfzagmjg hvgimgnjg, prgjirnmjgvanstmju stnvu.

Jcbagtdn n rfzejnmgi.

Jfbag tdu tridn ofmn tnotf5Aim f trfhln zdnb tnotf jyagimoy naidf lfhaim mz mn o y thl tf jyagimfo, glmi sn fd r vfsvfeie jysag mn Yorgfvnmlf n lfvfr5 Eigu je,brnl je Eigu, prgspie tjg rhlai mn pfjfh, ndygsn jgn jizjfhmga timtf miprgnti."

N bnoiby tgi fdej or, mn otfrfj vgs tvfeXpnsatig pfdfzone vanh rz eilf svt rnmy n vrhmilfvf r5 Tnmy or sm i, rn m y prigast) rn m y svt,zrnmtii tftf dgibmi n migs t s rbhi n znhlrti jn,ndy sfj vs mifdrnzgan!

f s n t o n rfzej nm gn, mihlhia dy s'hj, ndy snofmnaf v nsi jmflhl pfouim tiaismhl rfg4of f ur g thl vih gnhl , o tfr jmfl omgly mnvrlue ! nof

p rfstrgibfo p rf tg tfj utf pfouimgu ? nof uvnfvn fmzofstg (lnmidmfstg) tietf miristg , f mimsytmfstg , t rnphl n t rpofs t gnhl , o tfr z mi e pfhlbzn e , f mi-

dizpiimstvhl n minstgnhl m n j neitou,, gvfti, htgn f pfbfdmhl vihgnhl.R notf rfzej nmgi tft g mgi ei vby gs tj prfntrgib

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of j m n zbfanmgi pfouimgn, t n j i prgmgis g ofbu.Aidf oi rfzu j eibmfu histfu t gitf j yagimoy vyln,brulfu mj znsn bvn pr aig tfs n midizpiimstvf,i jiji jn v mghl zndimgi n i zndimgu prg-

vfaji? pritf spfnlagvj prfstr gibofj ei hiaofjin vyldn mgiaim gj, nai ne vitoju, f ghl jivzdubg, lfhg sn mj tf ne prgig.

[ritf tvfei rfze jnmgi , o tfr hlhi rfdg zn tjtfiafj, mihl sn g ton gvttn n Ytrpimgn mlf uorgf-vnmlf Eign.

N no dy sn t g prg rfgzejnm prftg tvfeie vag vymfrg ay tnotf jyagimoy n fdnfvnay dy n vgnh noffdynemi (nof sn nlof ji s tn) , mibne sn pri tfnm g zns trn g, nmg mi pris tn rfze j n nmg s n o mgjmifdrnhne, ndy sg gj jflan fbpfrfvn, nai mnofof

tg ei aim jfm, pfzfrmi pfornue vf svfefj rfze-j nm n m i stn rn e sn f tgitf jyagimoy, nof o idy midfaynmg tvfei? aidf mgnb timtf spsfd mgit aipgilf nof gjfbpfrfvn g oidy ustnvgmi mn tidn bfrnay.

Tfzejnmgi pftfj znofmg tfutf naidf pfbfdmfuprfsdfu5 Sysafdf j n, X tvfrgti n S youpgti je,

fb jfeagghl miprgntifv mn is tvfelf utrpimgn n mi-vsafvmie bfdrftgvfst! N mifdrnhne jysi mn miris,aidf nmg snjftm jy a gimon mn u m gi ei diz midiz-

piimstvn.M goby s n miznpfbgivne s tno j tf pfouimj , g sg

jgu prgvfagan naidf' mgi, aidf tf ei pfb rofj bfdrnbgndfaso pfbvfb, o tfr j n hlhi zmipfofefvn n urf-

dg n mibvirgvfu naidf j nafj ysimfu? naidf tgip ri tf , aidf bcn, i upnbmi bf m i eno i e zudy, oin dubi zbrfvn pr g tnohltf vnlhl.

[rit' p r g tno h ltf pfo uimgnhl (oi slans mgi

ei zri ej ) stn, oi sn zf vitolf stru m i vyspf-vib svfeju buhlfvmju fthfvg n pftfj sn uspf.ofe s eilf subofj? vgnh F tfj mirfzjne .

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Bdne mn tf , ndy s g ju virmi pr gzmn an onb svfeujyagimou? mihl n mgoby fb tflf mizbrue mgenoflnby naidf lnmdn.

Aidf no mfs pfofry pftridueiji mn zbfanmgivitohl svfeghl miprgntifv, v tfjtf prpnbi sn ju-sji pfofrg vgnhie mi prg otfrfjofvio gmfj, aidft tf miris ei sofrf vby t ris t zn phlu

Oi pfjgmua ns pfouimgn n zb sn t g , i t g uvdih milrfz n sg hiaofj dizpim, pribsn jus

bd n m n tf, ndy sg dfan vf svfeie jy sag mn fz ne naioffb tfl'b, f tg prgmgisaf pfouimgi, lfhg dy n mtgaffsg rfdg gmno g u pri mfs naidf pri gm bfdrf.Aidf tftf ei oanj sonzimie prgrfbzimfstg n fsbafmlf pric onmlf prft gvmon , o tfr sn prijim n e g mnnm eian svitan, nd y m !s prgvgibfa bf tij m t.

LANSN \\.F spQsfdi dfen wgf=tg mibdnafstg.

M iupnbne bf dgibmilf f trfh tv n mibdnafstg, aidf tf dytg mgiaim prionaf mn histi bfofmnafstg , nai dy n vy-bnaf bf ro miprgntifv.

[ritf sn jus hlrmg noieofvio zvibnvfstgn a gpmut gn o vihgnj pfzijsoj, n nolfofvio zn-jistmnmgn, otfr mizfbpfvib tvfeju gstnvu.

Jus vymnafg vitof sgagi, ndy sg rhlai fbpf.vibnan mn onb bfdr vmuomut gi n mn onb rfzonz

svfeghl pribstnvimhl, n tf tno, i urfd vitof,vgtiby n tno,, nEofg s n gj dg.M ifboanbne s t j n m g trfhlu,, aidf zn p rv j m i-

pftridmj fboanbnm j mnsaibu ei brul, pftfj tri tgin n a gi , o tfrj sn h g t nl gi mnoafm n pfbb nof

prvj , aidf ei u zvdim n znuen t rfzoffu, o tfr

p rgtfj pfhtga.[ ri tf u rg t of m du znmnj i vij g misofrf,

du lf bnoiby nof fdnm hiaofj vymihlj i. N tn o

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pfj nagoy z so nv nj i zvyo mibdnafstg, o tf r m s pf-tfj prgvibgi tn o naiof, i p rvi vf brvgag , oi m sfvabn, znujgiuehji sg, i gmfoiby dubiji vijg

usgafvm n prgmagv, aidf sj i m n svf ei znlnmdimgizdnbnag, i sji bftirnz dfag vijg mibdna.

Rtf mibdnafs rfzagivn sn vnbi n svfej eibfjmimnonz aim vu, otfr sn pftfj bis prhi , n aifsaipuei ne rfzuj? mivgb pftfj, no s zdytfmn mifbvfbmim prib snvz ntgn m ndub hi vyo fmn rhlai

n stnrfstagvf tf, f sn j urfdg glmi,, nai f snsoutfmi bfdrfvfmi vymihl naidf sn nspf fbafmn gm ns.

Njg tf mi stn, i rhl ai urfd, f j urfdg?tridn tf vyofmn v nsi, otfr s g vynbuei nofsn pf1Jntn prhi, n s tnofu boanbmfsfu, otfr eie

p n tr , n d y dfan f mnebfofmnaiegn.

Aidf tf mgi ei svibfj gtfs, nai mn m nev v ypf tnvmibdnafs, oi p rhu pribnsmi vyofmji, oi eurfdji s pr a gmj mlaimj n diz flnbu mn tf , ndy(dfan bfdri vyofmnm,, ndy sji sn pftfj jflag spfofe-

mi fbbn zlngvju fbpfgmou, mn otfr sji up girnag svfeu j ysi, oi sj i s rhlafsfu> rfdgag svi-rim prhu .

Rftf vio zaf rfd! sn prit, aidf miuvnueijif himi bfdrlf soutou, vyofmnmlf v prnvfj nsin s rfzlfbmut j vzgn mn sidn mjnlu n nrhlu, o tf-r pr gmn janbj dfefvmofj zaf mibdnts t g .

[ritf jeus nstf uvnfvn, i eibgm pfzbvglmu-tgi j ysai o Dflu n eibgm pf onomu t gi m n zij m n eilfis j Sgu himu no f vitoy pfo anby svitn? n ivby, oi rfdj i bn eno msgagi sidi n svfegj lrgi-

myj mrugvfstgnj, nmeiag prgmanegx mnie bug z mi-disolf o rf v s tv n o f ru m u savmilf vnzstvn.

M np rf tg tfj u z n s tri d n vibgi, i Dfl mibdnefj

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pfj nay fbm j n jgafstg, o tf r gj bvn n i gfl zvyueilfra gvhfj n mnofmgih gj b vfes bf svfeie rnbfstg .

No v prvhl pfgntofhl buhlfvmlf gvftn mijbfs Dgay, viofbumi zmn mjnlu n nofstg, tnoeu nspf zno r vne, ndy s n zbnan jimfu, miz zn noeu pfvngbvngag mibdnm agvfstg

Rvfei hvgimgi mn zsonmgi bnenoie mfstg dubi nzbnvynbfvn vijg jmflf ofmfv n mjnly jmflhlbgm n dubi sn tg zbn, i miprgntifv, otfrhl j

prijh,, ei vin n i s jfhm. Ungmg vzdubzfvn ofmy, nof oidy ghl dfaf t ridn aim jaf n nof oidysg sn j nan mnj ln aim mgiofof bm. [ u s sn bf dfenX eibgmj miprgntifj, nof, oidy sg s gmjg mijnan

dfefvn. B n e sn b df en s viofu bvirfu, i s g tf tgs pfjfhfu dffu jfhmiegn nof fmg? gidf tjtf sp-

sfdfj znmi mibdnmagvfs ustupfvn n ty sn pffrmznmi prgspsfdfvn, ndy pfjnay bf tidn vmgoanfpnm mfs.

Rf>gst vrnvj f jfbagtdi. Lbnj tvfei hvgimgidubi vynbfvn, ndy s g j u bnoiby vimfvnan hia lf-

bgmu jfbag tdy. Rf sn vno dubi zbn no tvfei e mi-bdnmagvfstg? znmg s n j fbag, no f oid y sg s n j nan jtg18>g gd n tv r lfb gmou , aidf z tf lf pftfj nl o f p rieb im n na gu tv r lfbgmou g m n tf , f i ti zfstvn.

Oidy sg vno prg tfjtf hvgim v brulie naidfv mnsaibuehghl tvrtgmhl pfhgfvnan prgvio fbpfr

n nofs, pristn n hvgimj, ndy s sn mizmihlutgan?fsofrf znmg vno fp priruim hvgimgi.

Rim gs t spsfd tridn znhlfvvn ne prg ti aismhl

ofmfhl, oi sn t g prglfb, i j us vyofmn vgnh

vih, tnoi sg z tflf iiEchfj zbisim, aaidf tvfeie mi-

bdnmagvfstg sn zb, i ghl ei vin n i s no [ ribsnSno aim znmg zjugai n pfofemi prvfu vihfu, nof

oi dy t g gm midfaf t ri d n rfdg? aidf oi dubi s tnrf

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stagvi tn o tf rfdg, vyof m pfj nay vitoy,, n tf s j im.fu mj nlfu, no f s n t g tf v tvf eie mibdnmagvfstg zbnaf.

Ngo midubi pfstupfvn tjtf' spsfdfj n no mi-pebi v ' strity m j nl i n nofstg, o tf r s n t g m n -

soytmi, mntfof sn n zjfhm hl'frfdn mibdnestvn, imjnln n nrbln, o tfr zpfgntou pr gmn hvgimgiv mfstgnhl, dubi n sufvn n zmipfofefvn mgiaimvtiby, oi soutfmi du bi bfagiln, nai n e oi dubivzbgnaim, cdubi sn gtftb stai 'strnhlfvn, i n mn-pnbmi n dubi sufvn b no tf r z miprgntifv n dubi

sn tg zbn, i mgiotf stai mnagiln mn tidn, hlhieh t .bn mi eno prhu? n tno v snjftmfj pfofe g g an dysg mispfofem.

Jus tftg vibgi, bhrn, i ttf miris mibdnmag-vfstg svfej sorytj eibgfjg pfjnay mg mgiaim prvbrfdm of'rgimoy, z o tfr hl j nay pf vstn zvy oy mfstg,n ai n e ofrimi zvyou mfst g , o tfr sji u jna g ? nofirvftf mgvf brivf, tno mibdnmagvfs midnbnmi rf-zfgirn n mg j gnz`u buhlfvmlf gvftn? n tj tf sp-sfdfj bgndfa s trf e o anby n mn stnvu ei fsban onbj u,nai mnej tj, otfr tgn pf buhlfvmfj gvfti .

'Dibag tibn, jfbag sn n rfl bfdrf? minone, i sgdubi iti aim to n a to u m n svnbfdm rhlf, oi uj 'dy mj fzbfdim, n dy sg an v strity imhlfvg.

B immi sg prgpfj mne, i tim , f tg b vn rm f , m i-sud uei tg viir,, n oi tg bf p rnei viir, mi sudu eitg r m f ., [ ri tf vy u g o n b hl v u pf bn Sai 'dfie,n tf tno, nof oidy t g u midfaf bfprgn ti vgnh nsu?j us tf rfdg tj sor , aidf z o nbie sioumby dubij usgi soanb n pfb rfdm ty.

Unofmueij gttf vnlu mnpfjimutj, ndy sg pf-vnfvnan zn s trn ti m o nb b i (lfhg sg vy of mnan vin

p r hi ), v o tf rfj sg mibfsgnlan j mfl v n zstv m nbsvfegjg mizrgnbimjg moafmmfsnjg n mnb vanstmfuvafu n mip f nofvnan sn svfej u [ mf vg z n eilf bfdrf-

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bimgn, , lanvmi zn eilf dfaistm utrpimgi, otfr zn tidnpfbstpga n z n eilf f thfvso n sanbo pfonrlnm gi , n on ugmga lfbmfu mifhimgtimlf pfoanbu mienolf utrpimbn

LANSN \\G .N of sprnvfvn vfmonegi sj ysay n nof jfmf fb mghl

pries mn mnzirnmgi dfstvn.

R rid n vij g dbgi n v ytrv nai hvgg, n d y sj i bfd ri

fvabnag n sprnvf vnag svfei vfm onegi sj ysay. Signbcitgvfs, otfr ei nof dy viagti mnie pfonzimieprrfby, misj gij i ei mno afm im vylnbvn rfzofin p g toy? n o i i gfl snj n miji bfsgnlmu, pf-uvn sj ysay 'nof svfeghl vfenofv n prgrfbzim m strf -

ei , ndy s n zj fhmgan ghl pribj itfv, o tf r hl p rib stnv y

bf Dvrgeie bui vtan tj, i ghl v sidi vyvfavn n osidi prgnluei? z tflf pftfj vypavn rfzof, otfrsn pri pr duzmfs s ti afj r g pf vitohl ns t gnhlsjysafv, otfr eu ju vmjn? fbtgn pfhlbzn pribuu g pri ti an spfafm monzn, o tfr mg vitof

Sgb ofbu? bdne mn a gio. Bvne bfdr pfzfr, ndy

sg mimihlnan svfei sjysay dabg onbiobi, mipfuvneghl g tnj, obi n pfdbn o gmu gdn pgtfo, n mgi bn-en o bfdr hgi naidf ugtfmfs naidf mivylmutmfs?n oi sn t g midnbnmi zn t an ay pr ag n aiof , s tgnlmgghl mnzpt, , naidf! ghl tno sprnvue, ndy sg fbmnay

vzhmu ofrgs n vmnay eu bf bui fbt gn, obi prvdvnay dgibmyj g zn en thnj g j rm y hl rfzof. N tn obf sidn vladim bun mihl rfzt gnlmi or ban svfe ghlshlfpmf st sj irfj o midu, o j yagimoi mn D fln. Rf

dub j h urfdg t j tf spsfdfj 5Oi sn o tfrj uofvio z tvfeghl vfmone hl sj y-

safv pribstnv mieno pribjit, fbbi vf svfeie jysagfb s tvfrim ie vihg buhln, otf r ei v mie? naie uvnue ,i fmn snjn fb sidn mij m g z tflf , f spnb pfb

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tvfei sjysay, nai i vitof ei bgianj Dfln,, otfrsvfej buhl fj m ivgbgtimi eie b v n tftf dytgi, bfd rftun aidf o rsu n vi ton bfdr, f ei v mi e? n tu sn rnbue ,i eibgmi tvfe [m ei prgmfu n pfgntofj tfohl,

n tnobl rfzjnmgthl bfofmnafst vih n i ghl vitoysxiofmimtu jgirfu fdsnluei v sidi? aidf bfofmnafstgtvfrfv s gdn mnejimj s tupfj eilf miofmimhl

dfsohl bfofmnafst.

O i gzdnb i sn znf di r pfzfrfvnmj vih, o tf -r jne vzmiim dytgi , vtiby vf svfeie jysag prbim n tf , i t tf vih mgi ei mgj, oi up rgi svfe buivmzrno mn svrhlfvnmlf Xtvgfgrtin otfr ei v mie pr-tfjm, otfr eie bna dytgi? n lnbneh rfzof, , aimv fj, lfvfr5 , dfso pfbstntn , pribjit vitohl(tfd, nof sn aim gtij, i ty eibgm sg miofmimj

pfgnto'hj vi tohl stvfrimhl d y tfs t![fbf'dmi, oi pfz fruei strfj y, rnstagm y n pfbfdm

vihg,, uvnue, i gvgft mijne fab sidn, nai fb mivgbg-timlf Buhln, otfr eibgmi ghl fgvuei n ji tnotflfvfrg5 Lgn, tu ei fprnvbgv gvft, z otfrlf, v otf-rfj n sorzi otfr vitof g ei n rnst gi . gv rnbfs

tflftf srbhn!Rnotgi, oi vgb zvgirn t, pfzbvglmg j ysi o Dflu,

otfr gj bvn sjysay n pflyd, vrnvgnh5 prv L.dnti, o tf r s g sj v sidi milydm, lfh n e v i to j_ldi? nof sn aim tij z tvfeie stafstg n pivmbstg!

N oi h tg , i n v dg o r sn tvfrfv, rfza gue tf ,f vgb , fb Buhln, o tfrl f mivgb n uvnue , i vi to norsn, f sn prienvuei mnvfmfo, pfhlbzn fb eibgmlfmivgbgtimlf B uhln, o tfr ugmga t tf vf mo negu o rsu ,n zvfane pam rnbfstg5 Lgn, pftoy mistvfrimlf

p rnj in, l n o v np o y miofmim lf j f rn v itolf

bfdrn! nof p aisj v l ad gmhl srbhn , oi j ys aj m nvim n misjgirmu orsu, o tfr ei pvfbhfj n pr t amfu Sitoie orsy tvfrfv.

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N oi u gmhl zd nb bfdrftgvfs, j brfs, sp rn -vfbagvfs n gm mfstg n oi b urfdg an spfj imut rfz-aimgi, pfvibz svfeju Dflu5 mnelad pfoanb mf-

st ! No jj rfzof z tflf, i eibgmi z tidn n sorzitidn pfhlbzn onb bfdrf n i vitof! ei nof dy mgv pfrfv mnm s tvfegj g 'dfsojg bfofmnafsnj g. n-oueij tg , [nmi, zn tftf g zn onb gm bfdrf,, otfrsg ugmga jeju dagmju. Tfzpfji sn, [nmi, mnj feu hlubfdu n m n tf , nof vij g pftridueij mf s. . .

O i vyntnci ru oy , n d y s g vfnf rfdgan, uvibfjsg, i Dfl ei prv prgmn tie tf gmmfstg , n ty gdn eilfgvj mstrfefj. [fzbvglmg o miju svfeu jysin tnotf lt vfr5 No ei vio spfofemfs, o tfr v si-

di pfhgueij,,, mnev y [ nm i visj ru, i diz R id n migmgij mg urfdg, i Ry sg prv n Pnvjy tvfrhn

vitolf!O i pf vn p f orj naidf mpfe, pfjysag, i Dfl

gj bvn t tf hlu n eib gmi v fj sn rnbueh , jipfvibn5 R i s n b un j fen5 n o f j gj f tvf elf Dflnmgit fprnvbgvie rnbfst , , tno eibgmi v fj ji sn vfvi tofj rnbfvn .

Oi j zndimgi v tfj , i vmj n mgif diz-m, mizfstn prg tfjtf pgtou, nai priebg v buhluo [mfvg, fb o tfrlf j t vn svfe pvfb? n oi

pfhtg z tfltf vm tfrm rnagfs, pfvibz5 Bne, [nmi,ndy tno, nof sn o Ridi vzmn jfen rnbfs, i fb

Ridn pfhlbzn viton digzmfs, mibl tno g jfenbun, pfzdnvim n vyzaiim zf vitoie pfzijsoie rfz-ofi, vystpg bf vgm n vybvn dizm vu RSf'egj

dfsoj m fzb rj .O i pfhguei b neno anlfb m zvuoy n spivy, fdr

sn v j ysag o svfej u Dflu n pfvibz5 [ nmi D fi je ,

nof sn rnbueij z miofmimhl Rvfeghl bfofmnafst ,ottfr v ito y bfv ibmn . tvfrgn mgiaim v Ridi snj fj vgnhmi midiso sanb, nai tvfrgn pfbgvulfbm szvuo ne

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eibmftagvi v nmeiafhl, m n midishl n vf v i to hltfvnrfhl.

LANSN \\L.

F tfjg, nof tgi gst vihg (st mj prfstrgibofj sprnvfvn svfei sj ysay tno , ndy sj i priag o vnlj

f vtiaimfj Xafvi v tnefj stvhl eilf gvf tn n ujuimgn.

Y o zn a sfj tg vygi, no f j iji pfzbvglm svf-eu j ysi z vih sj ysanj g pfzmntimhl o vnlj

f dfstvi. Mnu sn tirnz npsfd, nof ji irpnpfbmit z t hl gs t hl vih p ri rfzej nmgi f vtiaimfjXafvi n pri vnl y f m nesvti e hl tn efj stvhl eilf g-vftn n ujuimgn.

Sitoy vihg visjru ju sag tfjutf hgiutj, i vgbji v mghl, nof sji prib tj uozn

mnevy gilf Dfln nof eibgm prv pr gmu otfr gjbnan vitof dyt gi , f j ne, o rsu n vdfjfs. U tflfpftfj priebij i m n vnly , n o v io n misj girmn eieilf bfdrftn, i lfhg ei eibgmj pfgntofj n [ mfjvitolf stvfrimgn, tno sn hlhia pfmg, ndy sn stna

afviofj, ndy trp i a n gzfjria p ri afvion? bfvfaga, nd ytgi gs t bgian eilf ro vyzdrfeg ay sn prftg miju, ndylf uorgfvnay.

Forij tflf jmfl gm vih g uonzue mju bu-ivmju> zrnou . t gitf svt tneajstv, nof s zdrnmi,

pfvrnzy , dgi, stpy , tm i , trs tgm n , oagmhi, o anb gv n

gm vihg , otfr dfay mstrfejg eilf ujuimgn.Hlubfdm hlntri pr gpfjmne mj jntn n ens ai

[m n. O i pr , rfzpfj imgiji sn m n orvnv dfsob , o tfr v zlrnbi ov npo na z eilf prisv tlf ti ann pforfpga zij. Xonay, otfr spfzfrueiji, prgpfjimmj t gi onjimi , o tfr sn puonay pr g eilf sjrt g . Uij

mihl mj prgpfjimgi zijitrnsimgi, otfR dfaf vtiby?s amof tju, o tfr lf zns tri an ? n oi vgbj vfbu, spf -jimgij sg mn t vfbu, otfr vyan z eilf prisvtlf'

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dfou. R no gsti, v rnvj , trid n rfzj n tgi f gmhlpfbfdmhl vihgnhl.

O i hl utm vmf n aidf gm mpfe, spfji s g mnfhft n a svfelf [mn,

No n vdg dizm vn, pribstnv s g zpnhljtvyhl tgia , otfr fm htg a mn ltri Onavrgg .

O i sn fdagion, rfzpfj i sn, i vim Xafvf sn; bgna1f ubsoj titnjg, ngdy n znlnagaf svfegj' df-stvfj.

Oi sn vyzagion, j ne m n p nj t g tvf elf O rgs tn ,otfr dfa pfazdnvim rhln n fdmnim, ndy dna pritidn dgfvnm n pr gdg t mn or .

O i pfu ei du o n o r go bnvu , spfj i s g m n fb-p frm l ansy 5 Y orgue, uo rgu e lf! Umg, zmg l f ! ,otfr znzmgivnay v eilf dfsohl ugnhl.

O i dge lfbgmy, rfzpfji sn m n zofstagv birysrbh n, o tfr rga h tg tvf e Eig, oi v zl rnb i pfnasn lrfzg svfelf dazoilf utrpimgn n sjrtg ? n aidf mihlsn t g zb , i pfuei t gi tvrb biry, o tfrjg dfa pr g-oagmhfvnm m n or .

O iby ofvio sj tfo naidf dfais znu ej i tid n naidf!tvfelf dagmlf, uv, i ei tf nof mg v pfrfvmnms mipribstnvgtimjg notfsnjg, otfr prilgoay n zrn

mg ay ti af n buu tvfelf [mn.

L A N S N \ \ j .

F gmhl spsfdfhl, nof j j i fvabn svfei sj ysay v rfzagmhl fofamfstgnhl, otfr ms znstglm.

O i u vgi, no f mngj pfzbvglm rfzuj fb pr g-rfbzimhl vih o vih gnj dfsoj n t n efjs tvj v ti-aimlf Xafvn, prgpfej tu gm spsfdy, ndy sg z mghl

fbvfbgan rfzEgm vnly, ndy pfbgfdmi, nof s rfzjn-mgt zudy bu, dfaf tgi jmflf n rfzjnmgthl pf-orjfv. Forij tflf ji tf pfsag mgiaim eiblfbu

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tlj fsfdj, nai ne fsftfj, otfr jne vio mnti,mgi n naie .pforfga jn histi buhln, o tf r mgi eivby rfvmnof mnanbim (.bgspfmfvnm) n (lftfv privygi vnly, mihl gbi f oflfofvio.

M idfe sn, i sn zj ag v tn o i etf rfzj nm gtf stg vihg,no sn dubi sprvn prnvgb afj fpntjbst g n rnbygmhl? hlhij, ndy sg tatb rnbu rfzlfbmi znhlfvvnans pfofrfu n bvirfu mgiaim v tfjtf, nai prg . onbfjjfefj mnuim, otfr fbf jn bfstnmi.

O i pf zir m n tn o j mbl fgnj anlfbm n lfbmf,m vihg mn zijg, uvnue, i vitoy s hiaofj dizhimmn nof gdy trus v pfrfvmnm s pfoanbjg midisojg, pfotfrhl t hiaj srbhfj (pflbneh hiaj svitfj,).

Oi fd rt g svfe zrn o o s amou, jysa g m n tf , iensm i egn n o rn e gn nof fmf ei tv f en bun, oi s n m n .

hlbn v jgtstg svfelf Xtvfrgtin? gm i ei tjnvgnn ghoagviegn nof pioiam tijmfty.

O i pfzbvglmi svfei tiaism fg o fdafli, mn biitffu, primgomg zrnofj svfeie bui vygi bf midnsoutfmlf, o miju sn fdr v svfeghl jyagimonhlnof o jgis tu , o tfr t g ei mnvioy pr gprnvim nof dan-

im fbpfgmfo, no dubi mivgmmi g mn zijg.O i .pfuei 'spgivn v to y naidf gm spivy, pf -

zbvglmg jysb o spivfj midisoj, obi znzmgivnnaiauen n prfs [ m n , nd y n ugmga tftbmfu vimi lfhlvag s tjgtf midisojg buhljg.

Oi zdnb , i j zndimgi v o rsn hl tvfrs tvn ,pbzrg svfej rfzuj fj , i v m ghl ei u o ry t pioiamlnb, otfr ei sf vitojg svfegjg sganjg pflftfvn prgprnvim, .ndy n zndga naidf prgmnejimie pfrnmga?ji sn mn milf tnotf fsfpg5 Nhl, prioagnty lnb,no f sg aim agsmi prghlystnm, nd y s g j n zfrna! [ft

tfXj sn fd r o D flu n lfvfr5 (Du pf il mnm RyDfi je, otfr s g jg uozna miprgntin n vysafdfbgajn z e ilf b rnvlf pni ron .

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N fb thl tf m s t rnl u t ion e glmi o r nmj Y orgf-vnmlf, mgj g sn znf dirne vf' svfeie j ysag n uvnue , n o fcrjg trpiaf [mfvf mnesvtiegi tiaf, ndy n vysaf-

dfbga z l rgihlu n vzdubga v tidi mimv gs vfg ti ai sm j

rfzofgnj.[rgpfjimgij tg iti gm spsfd, nof sn vylm

tieetf midizpimie mstrnli? spfvn v tfj, i sn b-oanbmi v ldg bf pribstnvy, n o dub i pf sj rtg prib-jit . o tfr sn t g ti rnz tno vijg pg .

O i or n , spfj mne m n tf , i onbj svfejorfofj prgdaguei sn o 'sjrtg .

[fbfdmi, oi vgb vf vzbuhlu pfai tfvn v to yn paym vfby, pfjysag sg mn tf, i iti s vfurhlafsfu Yait tv f e gvf't o svfej u ofmhu.

Oi sn zbvglm prubo v hlry n aidf sn d ason

n lrnm , rfzpfji sn mn s t rnm bi sbu? pnbmg mnofaim, vzbvne Dflu htu n prfs lf, ndy t g bfprgn ajgafs t g n nsu bfdri sn pr gprnvg, ndy s g pftfj jflanp ribstpg p rib eilf mnevzmiimiegu viaidmfs.

S rbzj nmgthl prpnbfhl, o tfr n pfstglm, hvgsn tno tf 5 O i n mn proanb t rp g bn eno dfais 'naidf

trubfj ysimfs, oi tr p lfrnvfu,, zgj fu naidfmgij gmj, pfzbvglmg svfeu jysi o tie vimie vag,o tfri e sn pri tvfe prfspihl zndg af , ndy s g v tnoiej giri n v tf j nsi h tg an t tf nofs. [ ritf mn tiim p ri asou , o tf r t g p rgp rnvu ei tvfe Dfl n p ri p rai-gtfs, i ju ji sag vf vitofj, f sn ju dg,lfvfr vf svch'ftj. srbhg5 Ln, mn jmi i pam vn Df-gn, otfr fb vimfstg asonvf ustnmfvgan , ndy sfjtirnz zmn an tf tf t rpimgi . Mihl ei j tf vby pf-hlvaim je mn e asonvie [mg

N oi sorsmi v tvfei e j ys ag j y agimon m n m gif

bfdr, pfj ysag glmi m n D fl n n uzmne,, i ei chb milfn v zb v ne j u z n u v no y.

Oi tn, mihl sn t g zb , i vab [ m n pfb tj g

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safvnjg n prg e jne ghl, nof dy pfhlbznay z eilf df-hl st .

O i l nb m n sv. or , uvnue, i fm ei prpf rfj

v tvfefj cdfeg? o i sn fb mil f vzbgnag , up nb mi bfr o u o rutm hl miprgn tifv, n ai oi pebi zn mj,bfstnmi sn bf midn, mish sf sidfu savmu ofrgs.

Oi uzr gi j ga fdrnz [ nm my Jrgi, fdr o ti e tf

v anb ro i rn en svfei srbhi n no u e eie, i 'dfan vbylftfv pamg vu Dfgu? i pfrfbgan, mnbenan n vy-

hlfv vnan S you pgtin svitn? n i v mnfj buhlfvmfjdf eg m goby m j mifbfpgirn svfeu p rgnzi n pfjfh.

Fdrnzy sv thl mihl t g p ribs tnvue tfohl zmn-j im gthl dfefvmofv, o tf r stntf mi sofmga, svfe vghctn ftvfrgag t g histu, pf o tf ri e oi tfubi or n, dubi

spfau s mgjg ofrumfvnm vimfu savfu.O i uvgb hlrj y, pf prg gmhl zdfmhl vnlhl

ji jysa gi g mn tf , i tvfen bun ei hlrjfj Df-ln, n pri tf eu j us no f eilf pr dy tfo znhlfvn gs tn mipfovrmim

Oibyofvio pfvn trfegt zmnjimgi nmeiasolfpfzbrnvimgn, j i urfdg tgi tf o r to i vnly, slfbuehi sn s pfsv tmj g safvnjg, o tf r fpnou eij i p ribon bf u tfutf' midisof u j fbagtdgofu

[mg p=rvfj zm nj im pf no ue Dflu zn pfsfastvf* o tf -

r pfsan a s mid n m n zij n otfr dfaf zngntofj mlf

spnsimgn.[ rg b rulfj danlfiane [nm mi J rgg o mn evie hti,

ou otfrie dfan pfvim pri svfeu eibgmim n mnelad-gu pfmimfs.

[ rg trifj zmnj im o an ne sn spfau s m nensta gviefu Jntofu n s nmeiafj @ndrgiafj prvi pfntju

Dfsoju Bgingtou.[ rg> onbfj zmnj im mizndubmg z n ty t rfhlu soaf-

mg lanvu n f mgif vgnhie prg pfsaibmfj.

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Rgitf> vnl y rfzbiaim pf bn trfhl, zmnj im, s prionb ns.

M nsaibuehi vnl y s rfzbiaim m n viir, rmf n.pfaubmgi? znf d irn e s n u trp im j mlf [ m n , aidf j ysj i mnf zne pfvgmm nstf s g spfj mn m n dfaistg, o tf r

p r g uj uim [ m n v y trp i an sv t [ nm m n? n oidy sj itn o mirfdgag , bfonzfv nag d y sj i, i sj i miv nm.

Siir uvnue f zofstgnhl gs tie [nmmy pri orvnvpft, z n en tgi v zl rnb i n p ri s o ry t dfaistg ei e pfilmn-

mlf Xymn hiz hia mfh v zlrnbi.T m f j ne s fu trpm fs v ei e dfaistgnhl, oi prib.vgibag ei e Xymn o [gatfvg n Lirfbisfvg pri vrfo eilfsjrt g n pri or .

M n pfaubmgi prim gom g v j yagimonhl o j iu dfaistg,chtr pridfbmgu srb hi (diztimie J nto y p ri uorgf-

vnm gi n sj r [ m n n pri surhv pridfbmut gi Eilf prisS&tlf df ou ofpgefu .

Rgitf vnly f dfais t gnhl [nmmy Jrgi ji of-m n fb viirn vf tv rtf o n bf pfaubmgn*v sfdftu,,fstntm v gm bmg [fm ihlv nj vn o m n rhcilfbmutgi

tvfeie fsfdgtmie zdfmfstg n praigtfstg, otfr gtg>

o t f -ju bne vfmonegi pribjity.

N ndy sfj v or tofs t g slrmua spsfd, nof jfvabn svfei sjysay, du tn o prgprnvim , nd y t gv onbie vihg n v onbfaj prpnbi dfan pflmtofu n.o gmu n vgiban mgi ason naidf fbpfr o vihg, ai ei-

bgmi vn dfgn, n ndy sg aim tf prge jnan n fb tflf sn.fbvrnhnan, f Dfl hlhi, ndy sg prgenan n fbjgitnan.

[ n j tn e sg, i t gi tf spsfdy fvabn sj ysay mibnasfj tg pritf, ndy sg sn mgjg aim znfdirnan? aidf' sofrfstai tridn , n dy tvf en jysi dfan f d rtim o . [mfvg,

otfr hlhi, ndy s g ns tjg soutonjg smng an sn pri-jh svfeghl miprgntifv n lrgimi mrugvfstg , n tftno, i gj fbpfruei n i vzdubzuei ofmy fpnmhl

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mfst? nai mnuga sfj n tjth spsfdfj pritf, ndyDg vibian, no f sn j sprvn, oi tf du bi tridn.

J us tft g vibgi, i j af ei gtou z tflf, oi

rfdj i vin hvgim, ba oi s sn j y v sidi vij g bfd-r ? s tftgtf vij g nstf j rmfj ysimfsfu, sidiasofu, mistafsfu n fsbafj bgndafvj.

LANSN \\GS.N o f brn mn uzbi enzyo .

Hafvio vij g pf tridu ei bf dri fvabn n m n uzb i br-n svfe enzyo, aidf onb vijg ei mnoafmim mibgnlf diln,, onj aim hlhi n lfvfrg f t m , f v gnhie an-lfb mn gj sjysafj.

J mflfvrnvmfs pfhlEbzn mn enstiegi fb no iesg p -

hly, v otfrie s g mnjnji, i vin vgiji? n mnhl-bzneh zndimgi vf vanstmhl pribstnvhl, usg aueijisn s t ayj fpnofvnmj vt ang ghl bf bui gmhl, ndysji gj jflag dy Ygtifj, nof oidy sn jusiag fbms ug.

M ij fmf vy enbrg mgiofoj g safvnj g zaf, o tf r

pfhlbzn z j mflfvrnvmbstg.Jmflfvrnvmfs ei jntofu aimgvfstg , bonzfj mi-

vibfj fstg n pfhlndfstg, saufdmofu a n f hlanbmu tjzdfmlf mnbimgn.

Jmfl rig bvne s g au mizr gnbimj vnj, j

sn pftfj pfvzdubzuei enzyo, nd y tj nlgi pfornf-vna v mijgirmfj lfvfri.M irfzpavne s n v b alhl vnlhl p rib tj , o tf

n mirb pfvn , nd y s g lf mimubgan ? n rfd pr gnj tn ou tflf, f t g bfprnei s auhlu, ndy sg mivydfgan z lrn-mh sorfjmfstg .

Syldne sn flmgvju n lansmju lfvfru, aidf' geibmf g b rul ei vijg p rftgvm n ei zmj ofu m nj y .s tnrfs t g n jrmgvfst g .

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M goby milfvfr f sidi, f svfeghl, vihgnhl n f svfeghlprduzmhl, gadn n o z ri e m u tm f stg n f j fmf m n e-orntgi n jneestruhmiei] No dy sn tg zbnaf, i mgiotf

prgvin cnabvfrX f sidi, sm n sn , ndy sg j n an f fj bfdrbfeij, nai ndy sg lf mnmnpfbfdfvnan, lfb dy eilfrig sjirfvnay o ptofrfvnmgu sidn n o sidnfdnafdi.

F svfefj dagmfj n f eilf vihgnhl, rfzprvne fjfmf mnejimie , gdn i dy s g jnan pfvibn f fjbfdri tnj, obi tf vynbue fofamfastg.

Tnbn lfvfr f Dflu, lanvmi f eilf asoi n bfdrfti,n ai s fdnvfu, i sn ji g tu pfjag? n mihl t g eij gagi rnb ie b v n pfzfr,, oi b rul rfz pr vn '3 tfj,n znhlfvne eilf safv ladfof vf svfefj srbhg . f snt o n ri f gmhl vihgnhl, mihl sn aim zv uo bf tomi tvf

eghl u, tv f en j ysi v no mihl ei pfzbv glmu t o Df-

lu. No vno pribsn jus pfvn lfvfrgnhilf, ndysg ju nzujiagn n fbpfvibnan, pritf mizndbne fdr-tg svf e zr n o g j ys i o midu , o bi d vn gtvgfre Dfl n lanbfn eilf vzmiimfs, nof gm. pfzir jn tvfeu dflfs.

O i t g m gif pr bi m n u j n hlhi tf pfvibn, uv

sg tf, p rv mi tg! p rbi m n enzyo, aidf p rg j mfl hl zdn-b, i dy dfaf aipgi, mivypustg ghl z st . Dn fvgnh, upfzfrueij n, i dy dfaf fvin aipgi, oidysg v janmagvfstg pfhlfvnan iti g jmfl z thl vih ,f otfrhl prvi jysa , i ei bfdr pfvibn ghl? pf-zm tfg pftfj , oi dubi f m ghl u vnfvn aim, f pf-jgmuan praigtfs lfvfrg.

Janmagvfs, bhrn jfen, ei viafu sgafu v buhlfv-mfj dfeg n gstfu m biefu vnzstvn.

Janmagvfs ei prgntifj tflf, otf mibviruei v si-d n n bviruei v D fln? ei strhfj, sv ti e j fbagtdy n

pfbgvulfbmj pfj fhmofj p rg hvgim v mfstgnhl.N dy s g sn mn vy oan jan, ns tf uvnue f of bhl n

midizpiimstvhl jmflfvrnvmfstg n f viohl bfdrf-

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bimgnhl janmagvfstg. Unjgaue sg ttf mfs n jE znmieno ns (ndy sg sg eu fsvfegan) g tnj, obi lfvfrg

dy midfaf gzafj, aim nd y tf midfaf m n ofbu nmg tidi

nmg brulju.O tf j u 'tg i ti phrabspiei vy l dn s n sty ofj s ubjg, aidf mnjgistf ub dubi jn zn spfafmofv nm-

eiafv, sv thl n snj ftmlf Dfln,Xpfjmne ofmimi mn dfe , bf otfrlf sg sn bnan?

aidf oi uvgb , ofof iti j v tfj tf dfeg urfdg,

p rbi t g hlu znmihln zdytfm rig.

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D fefvmo O rgstfv j sn zf vi tohl svfeghl s tt v yl dn rf&uaiwJ n zmipfofeimgu j ysai, n d y bfdri j f

lfa dfefvn prftg miprgnti fj.Nof zf vitohl sa jusji sn usgafvn, ndy sjibfsgnlag strntim buivm pfofe, tno mngj tg vibgi,i m gi t m g enoi e vih g mn svi ti , o tfr dy mj lf jflanfbvfbmimi fbn naidf aim pfrug.

mf, jusji utfvn zn svfei lrgihly, nai pfofe-mi n spsfdfj, othch sji tu u vgnh rz uvgibag . Rno

diz gzmipfofeimgn j ysai n sf zdfmj pfhgtfj aso yjneji tfs mnb onbj lr gim gofj n fpanovnejif aim vmtfrmi eilf lrgihly.

f sn ton gmhl nohl n trpagvhl milb, nof

s hlfrfdy, pflrfjy, sjr mnghl mnedaghl, monz-agv hlfrfdy, vfemy, pfgnri n gm pfbfdm minstgn,lfhg ghl ubgn svitsoy sjsnehg znvrlue nof fd-n m p ri sv feu prgrfbzimfs,, p ribsn ghl jij i s j g-afsfu dffu mgiaim hlhgi, nai g jgabvn nof sprnvf-bagv tristy pri lrgimgofv n nof pr aig tfs o mf-

st gnj pri bfdrhl? aidf s ti e tf s t rmoy s jga t gi[ m u Dflu. O i dub ij i pamaa eilf vu,, pri ebij is pfofemfu n ensmfu jysfu hiz vitoy t rpofst g n

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p rf tgvim stv tflf tf gvftn. N du hiaofj gst , i s np rf tgv eilf dfsoj, ttignj noofvio m n n mispgngofemfs, aicnfg vby dvn spfeim s mibdnafsfu n vbypfhlbzn z b n eno lf zalf o f ri n sidiasoy.

[ritf jne s t ai pr gprnvim bneno s t r , o tfr t gb zmnjimgi, aim f vfnf ndnb, f dy n jflaf rfz-rug n (Umipfofeg, ndy sg hlytgan zdrn mn fdrnmu?j n e mgn pnj tg, i v i toy tgitf j mfl n gm pfb fdm za,

p ribsn mgi s p rnv, lfhg mnvtfmgfo tn o vyzirne , nm gmj miju fbn fprnvbgv bfdr? n i Dfl vitoy

m j sfsgian ngidf m n m s b fp n p ri spfj imut naidfp ri gm prnv, bfzngstn mnesp rnvfb agviegi n m n esv -tiegi hgiai.

O i sg tnotf , v onbie, n e miprgnzmgvie prlfbi, zn -hlfvji svbeu jysi pfofem n t ghl, dubiji jh

urfdg vin bfdrlf? gm no o fvi o mni hvgimgiprgmisgi aim j na naidf vdih m geno gtfo.F orij tflf, oi ei srbhi pfdrim, vby ei v y stn-

vim rfzhmj birfj miprgntin? gdn f vgnh?,, v tn-ofjtf s tnvi mijiji bfdri pfzmn prnv sjir ndizpim histu o mfastg.

M miprgnti,, o tf r sn vij g bis tfl tf pfofennof jgis tn , obi pridvn Buhl Df ndy tnj ofmnavio soutoy, nstf sn pfon fornbm ms f timtf

pfof e pfb p rgn tisoj g zj gimonj g t j spsfdfaj,i vdubzuei v ms rfzagm tdy, otfr mnfof= vyzi-rn e bfdri ? ghl o anj pfpr g gmhl jnofhl jfmf pf-

zmn g pfbn tflf, i ms pchzdnvue buivmlf pf-ofen.

N dy sg p ritf vy lan tno i etf vioie ofb, oi str t g b zmnj imgi b neno ie mfvie tdy, m if tvrn e eie

d rm u srbhn, n o eu p rv mip ribstnv Dflu, zdnv gnh sn

nolfofvio fsfdmlf zueju n vai o mie? n vy-zmvneh svfeu znsaipimfci n mirfzujmfs, pfprfs mnagilnvi Dfln, ndy n fsvgitga n uozna, g prghlbzn fb

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milf naidf fb mip rgntin? n oi ji, pfrn sn t gisf svfej buhlfvmj fthfj.

N lfhg dy tdn pfhlbznan ne fb Dfln, prv nof

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